2007

2007 is nearing... a new year.. a new start.. tinking back.. all the way back to lyk 5 yrs before.. similar situation... similar case.. similar fear.. similar worries.. all seems tt similar... an innocent letter touched the heart within.. the warm hands... managed to open tt closed door.. reaching even deeper... tinking back... it is the innocence.. it is the sincerity.. it is the will.. it is the hope.. tt lead to success... tis time.. i hope to use all these elements once agn.. to reach within once more.. tis time... i hope it to b the success.. may it b my wish for the strt of 2007.. may my dreams turn into reality.. a letter... all tt will convey the very substance frm my heart.. the pure heart in seek of warmth.. the heart tt hope will open urs..

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t-net gathering

woohoo~ yesterday is t-net gathering... and the onli word to describe the gathering was tt it SUCKS.. OH MAN! haf u ever been to a theater wif kids running rnd playing catching.. ppl screaming for no reason halfway thru the movie.. hello.. it "Night At the Museum" not lyk "night at the haunted house"... -.- so the movie experience seriously sucks.. hmm.. so at the end of this ridiculous movie experience.. went on to collect the mac meal.. oh my god.. a bunch of kids and mayb teenagers.. crowd rnd the box of mac meal... lyk some aunties awaiting to collect freebies.. gosh.. hmm.. so for OUR mac meal.. tt guy carried all the way to us.. and chin keat did all the transportation to the other end of bugis.. hmm.. ate our meal outside starbucks.. but MINE IS NOT A COMPLETE MEAL.. sobx sobx.. this proves how insignificant i m... no one gave me ani burger or nugget.. sobx.. i onli got the fries and drink... so saddening can?... XD but never mind lah.. i m full anw.. cux of tt popcorn... hmm.. so chatted a little den go home le.. reach home den saw my cute little baby cousin.. watched bai wan bao.. and went to bathe..
at rnd 10+ i suddenly heard my cousin crying.. den tot tt she jux fell down.. so didnt bother much.. cux my sis is attending to her.. den suddenly.. heard my sis shouting frantically.. oh my gosh.. the moment i step out.. i see BLOOD... and i mean it... RED BLOOD.. all over my cousin's face.. apparently she knock into some edge of one of the wooden cabinets in my hse.. so there is this deep cut.. the 1st reaction of my sis is to scream asking me to call my mum.. but my thoughts differ.. so asked her to quickly wipe off the blood wif a clean moist towel... cux she is lyk so shocked tt she keep using her bare hands to wipe away the blood.. it is not hard to understand why she is in the "dunno what to do" state... she realli do dote my cousin lots.. so.. mayb this sudden accident caused much fear... anw.. so the story goes on.. i rushed to take another towel.. then put ice within.. and pressed it against the wound... to stop the bleeding rite? haha.. learned it in sch wen i see ppl get hurt lah.. claps claps.. aft tt.. called my mum.. she sprained her leg while rushing home.. den we took a taxi straight down to the nearest 24 hr clinic... the doctor cleaned the wound... den used something called the "glue stich" to "seal" the wound.. the doc claims tt it is not a big problem..
and bcux her dear daughter is lyk hurt? my aunt whu jux entered the hospital [on the same night]... cux she fainted or sth.. requested for immediate discharge... to me.. it is rather dangerous to do so.. she is supposed to stay over under close supervision so tt if anithing shld happen... she will b attended to immediately.. but.. all mothers are jux so alike.. worrying for their child all the time... u carnt expect her to stay in the hospital lyk nothing happened.. so.. ya.. tts all.. her mum brought her home then.. arghh.. i missed 冲上云霄final ep... sob sob...

ooo.. b4 i forget.. alan bong requested this.. he requested tt i shld mention the fact.. as he claims.. tt he is knowledgable in all areas... be it academic stuffs.. or... u noe?.. those stuffs.. and tt wizardzong's black magic is taught by him??? WOW.. this sounds pretty much lyk some news headline.. aha.. is tt truE?!!!

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test

testing.. testing...

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dunno

been to zong's hse todae.. went to the gym for lyk onli half an hr den we decided tt its time to go back... -.- went back.. intially wanted to bathe.. ended up majonging... den ate apple chips and chocs.. woo hoo~ he realli pasted my name on the last can of jolly shandy as promised.. so touched~ anw.. todae.. i finally got myself to nt b scared of his dog.. wahaha.. claps claps claps... i touched him.. and didnt shun him as much as i did last time... XD cool ehs?... hmm.. den we also did part of the class video.. wow... its lyk a few gb big lah.. so decided tt we shld further reduce the size so tt it fits into 1 cd.. XD...
hmm.. haf been realli confused lately... mixed feelings stirring inside... dont noe wad exactly is the situation cux i carnt judge.. zong told me tt mayb i shld clear all my doubts directly... mayb i shld.. but i realli dun haf the courage to.. it takes much courage to speak out wad ia hidden in ur heart for lyk 2 yrs? isnt it?... talking to weizong.. lyk talking to kee ann.. helps alot.. mayb they are lyk angels sent to me.. to brighten the dark tunnel i m about to cross... their words realli do make my journey thru tt tunnel easier.. tis time.. i nd to make a life and death choice... i swear i will tink over it carefully.. to sae or nt to.. lots of maybes lies beneath.. but part of it turn haf to turn into reality.. shld i take a chancE?

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on the dae wen santa came

on the veri dae wen santa came to town.. sadness came along wif happiness.. pain came along wif joy.. on the veri dae.. a boy enjoyed himself at a bdae party.. a really fun dae... but never will he ever expect tt... wen santa is leaving.. sorrows came showering him.. tears rolled down his cheeks.. not bcux santa is leaving.. but bcux.. somethings happened... nt 1.. but 2... at the moment in time... the boy had a quarrel wif someone.. nt bcux he is angry.. but bcux he is sad.. he is sad tt no one seems to understand him.. no one seems to care.. no one seems to love him animoe.. no one seems to care bout wad he tink.. no one seems to care bout wad he feels... and at tis time.. being near hell.. he recieved an sms... u may tink tt it is an sms tt grabbed him back.. no.. it isn.. it is one tt pulled him down.. straight down to hell.. all the way down.. mayb the other party didnt mean it.. mayb its bcux i tink too much.. but.. bcux i care.. every word frm you counts.. was happy the dae b4.. bcux tis happened.. but i didnt expect i was hurt by the same thing.. an unforgettable christams.. it reali is one tt i will never forget.. mix feelings filled the christmas.. shld i consider tis to b a good one? cux u get to experience everything in this one dae.. on this veri christmas dae.. mayb some of u mayb understand.. mayb some of u dun.. but to me.. i m a kid.. lost in the forest.. in search of warmth.. in search of someone whu realli care...

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god bro

MERRY CHRISTMAS DUDES AND BABES!!!
haha.. its christmas time... hmm.. chatted till late yest... till todae morn.. mapled.. cope lun's merry christmas thingy.. nth much happened.. anw!!! i haf a god brother le!!! wahahas.. lols.. out of no where u can sae?... kx.. tts nt the main thing la.. packed my room these few daes.. finally~.. oo.. quite fun actualli.. u get to realise stuffs tt u seem to haf forget.. rem the journal each of us kept durin our sec 1 daes.. lols.. read thru the things tt i write... and tadah... realise alot.. oo... nd go out le.. blog more bout tt the nxt time!!! XD
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

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zong

oh man... thank 4 tagging.. haha.. e tagboard seems so dead.. XD anw.. i wanted to blog bout e trip to zong's hse yest.. but fell asleep.. also dunno y.. but felt realli tired... AND I LEFT MY LAPTOP SWITCHED ON FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT!!!! MY HOLY GOD!!!! super hot wen i woke up tis morn at rnd 7.. pretty early yea?... hehs.. cux haf a date with weijian.. xue weijian... to go for a run... hardworking ehs?... kx.. shall blog bout tt later...
anw... zong and lun!!! i will kp my promise :) tang yuans for u guys e nxt time i c u.. cux yest nv go ani foodcourt how to buy tang yuan? unless u wan some frm my hse? haha... anw.. went zong's hse.. and called him... something strange happened.. cux zong smsed me the dae b4 and called me honey.. so i called and the first ting i said was "hello darling"... OMFG!!! the veri nxt moment... i heard a gal frm the other end... WA~~~ super ma lu... but apparently wen i reached his hse.. i realised tt no one heard tt.. so pretty okay.. anws... tot tt the squeaky gal is kat.. end up to b hui hui.. dey sound so alyk... XD.. so went to zong's hse and once agn scared by his dog.. nt so aggressive tis time.. but as scary as ever... went out to wear shoe, preparing to go haf a game of soccer... at tis unforgettable moment... the wind strted blowing... a wonderful breeze accompanied by a realli weird smell.. a weird, strong, sour smell... u noe wad i mean yea? sth to do wif someone's slipperS? shoes? i shldnt sae whu... :) and so we got into the lift and ascended 10 floors... trapped in tt enclosed area... and tadah! we managed to survive.. SURVIVOR!!!! CLAPS CLAPS!!! hahas.. soccer was fun... out of no where i bcame the aura boy... cux almost all cant get their ball into my goal post... applause!!! sth stupid happened.. lun smsed every1 tt he is trapped outside zong's condo and mayb some didnt bothered.. some didnt noe tt their phones did ring.. my phone rang.. saw his mex.. went to save him.. half way thru saw another uncle exit the condo and he came in.. and i felt realli stupid.. shld haf been heartless and not bother about him since he hung my phone!!! AND ANSWERED BONG'S CALL TWICE!!! MUX STRESS ON THE TWICE!!! T-W-I-C-E!!!! kx.. but he claimed tt mayb he accidentally pressed it?.. wadeva. dun care.. i m still angry.. jealous.. XD ha.. den zong kicked the ball so hard... and before u realise... the ball ended up smashing lun's face.. and once agn.. his specs got bended... [mayb he hung my phone so got tt direct hit.. hehex.. ]hahas.. woots. zong wanted me to sae he is nice... ehs.. but i tink his mum is nicer.. aha.. treat us to pizza.. wanted to gif her mum a kiss de.. but dun dare.. wahaha.. den took a glimpse of his da jie.. super cute.. abit lyk rainie yang.. told my majong clique and they strted saeing the his er jie is more chio.. tiff told me initially wen she took a glimpse she tot tt da jie is more chio too.. so... being a curious smart kid.. i went to peep out of the room wen they r both outside.. AND... TADAH!!! HIS ER JIE IS MORE CHIO... XD anws.. *****eat claims tt everyone of zong's family is rather goodlooking except zong.. hahs.. k.. shall cont wif story.. so i drank 2 cans of jolly shandy and ate APPLE CHIPS!!! SUPER NICE!!! AND 30% LESS FAT AS COMPARED TO NORMAL CHIPS!!!! APPLE CHIPS!!! LOVE IT LOTS!!!time to stock up wif apple chips.. hmm.. so the dae ended lyk tt?.. tink soo... oh ya!!! zong's piglett... rach actually stuffed zong's piglett's nose in.. wahaha.. i tink he should jux leave it as it is lah.. cux it look more lyk a pig having its nose stuffed in.. so ya.. pretty cute.. but not as cute as me.. hehex.. bleahx..
kx.. shall blog bout todae now.. woke up at rnd 6+? daily morning chores.. brush teeth.. yadah yadah.. den wen out at 7.. met weijian.. and we strted walking towards the bridge.. wanted to go the small park to run.. den it strted to drizzle.. den heck... so we continued our journey to the west... ehs... dunno if it is the west lah.. wadeva.. so walked.. and reached the park we ran.. turned A circle.. and we are out of the park -.- the main point is A.. and a small one too.. so continued running.. and reached another entrance of the park.. tis time rnd.. the track is much more complicated.. woohoo~ so excited.. havin lived in bp area for so long.. never haf i ever entered tt park.. 1st time lehs.. wen my hearts are beating a million times faster.. full of excitment.. looking forward to wad lies in there..... guess wad?!!! HEAVY DOWNPOUR!!! ARGH!!!! DIDNT THE WEATHER FORECAST CLAIMED TT THE RAIN WILL LAST TILL FRIDAY? ITS SATURDAY NOW!!! WTH...so we were forced to go for the shelter nearby.. so we waited and waited.. the rain as heavy as ever.. and suddenly.. i felt an excruciating pain..i m havin a stomach ache~! argh.. wad a time to haf tis.. so continued waiting... can u imagine how much i suffered?... so wen the downpour finally turned into a drizzle.. we rushed to greenridge shopping centre... WOW... luckily we r jux a few steps away frm dere.. entered tt lousy rundown shopping centre and the toilet is nowhere to b seen!!! finally found it at one of the stupid corners... entered tt toilet.. and realised tt there is onli 1 pathetic string of toilet paper left.. HECK! jux do away wif tt... luckily it is enuff.. hehex.. so wen continued our journey.. walked rnd... literally walked.. den talked alot.. and yippie! reached jin xian's hse.. he is away to 4I chalet.. so we ran the track ourselves... ran 8 rnds!!! CLAP CLAP!!! but the 8 rnds is onli 2.4km lah.. so... nth much actualli... timin is as lousy as ever.. so nd nt talk much bout tt.. anw.. it strted to rain agn... -.- so decided tt we shld head back home.. armed myself wif a bottle of orange juice XD so.. the chatting continued.. hahs.. reached home at rnd 930? went to wake my sis up.. she was lyk " aiya.. dun disturb me lah... i worked yesterdae.. let me half a good slp and shutup.." the veri next moment she SCREAMED... "WAD?! ITS 930?!?!? Y DIDNT U WAKE ME UP EARLIER?! I M LATE FOR WORK!!! I ND TO REACH IMM AT 10!!!" so ironic rite?... -.- anw.. so.. went to rest... opened the fridge.. realise there is 维他奶!!! haha.. dunno whu bought it.. so heck.. jux take.. and here i m blogging wif my 维他奶... JEALOUS? =P its low fat, cholestrol free, lactose free, great taste.. and most importantly.. 4H'S FAVOURITE DRINK... CKC'S FAVOURITE DRINK.. 维他奶 does bring back alot of memories lah.. haha. mayb the next klass outing i go buy some for u guys.. tang yuan too.. i wun forget.. XD... looking forward to see you guys agn tis fri 4 movie... 31st 4 bbq.. animore outings? nt much time le.. sobx.. hais.. e klass so scattered.. but in NJ de still okay la.. got 15 ppl dere... XD... i haf to spend my 3 mnths wif bryan... hopfully get into same klass. at least got someone u noe.. XD 船到桥头自然直.. heck care.. can adapt de!! KAMPATEH!!! sch reopen le also make more outings lehs.. lyk durin weekends. dun lose contact ehs!!.. go catch a movie.. or kbox... or... sentosa... or pool.. wadeva lah.. jux outing can le.. MR TEO YI LUN.. I SHALL WARN U HERE... DUN TINK TT U GO OTHER SCH LE.. DEN CAN PON OUTING.. THE WHOLE TEO CLAN WILL DIE IF U DARE DO TT.. MUAHAHAHA... KP TT IN MIND MAN! GOT OUTING U BETTER APPEAR AND NT PON AGN... XD anws.. yea.. zong has a new blog too.. he abandon ebloggy le.. sobz... ebloggy so pathetix.. anw.. its time for u to change the default blogskin lah zong.. u arnt tt boring are you? haha.. anw.. as requested by lun.. zong's link haf been changed.. being the humble sevant of his.. my blog hub will always b here to serve all.. XD HEN IS SETTING UP A BLOG TOO!!! LOOKING FORWARD TO TT... MAYB HE CAN B AS POPULAR AS X** ***.. nt cux he is as b***** as *** *** but.. he is goodlookin lah.. so... tink lots of gals will go crazy over his blog.. u never noe.. mayb the nxt time u go on streets u will strt hearing ppl gosspin bout hen... hahas... woohoo.. a rather long post le.. a post containin stuffs of 2 daes.. cool ehs?
anws.. TODAE IS DAD'S BADE!!! LET'S SING HIM A BDAE SONG!!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU...
another version: HAPPIE BIRDDAE TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRDDAE TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRDDAE~ HAPPY BIRDDAE~ HAPPY BIRDDAE TO YOU... haha...

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Back frm chalet

woo.. back frm chalet.. utterly exhausted... fell asleep yest while watching project superstar... argh.. but luckily i fell asleep wen the show was towards the the end.. so didnt miss much.. dont even noe how i ended up in my room wen i woke up this morn... mayb i sleepwalked? hahs... anw... chalet was fun... played pool, majong, blackjack, Xbox and jacksnap? or sth lyk tt.. hmm.. had real fun there.. but daes passed at the blink of an eyes.. sobx.. 3 daes seemed so short wen u r having fun in the chalet... argh.. wanted to cycle de.. but kp raining.. so.. didnt had the chance to.. and tadah! on the dae we check out, the tempt was so high, the sun was so bright.. wad the.. black jack was fun.. was the banker and got lyk 16? decided tt this is jux a game.. so jux take one more card.. in the end got a 4.. wahaha.. won quite some money tt rnd.. but did lose quite alot thru majong.. haha.. learned to plae pool frm zong.. XD wen we played pool the 3rd dae, i believed tt miricales do happen... aha... me and lun paired to form one team.. den suddenly i bcame super pro.. also dun understand y.. wahahas.. so cool to see the balls get striked by me and roll into the hole... tt feeling was super good... and lun was lyk inconfident in everything he does.. -.- kp thinking tt he cannot do it wen he did it in the end.. b more confident lah!!! sleep was horrible... due to the lack of space in the chalet.. slept on the floor for 2 consecutive daes... as expected.. didnt realli slp well... it was super cold and the floor was super hard.. manage to catch some slp fr lyk mayb 2 hrS? each time i tried to slp.. -.- on e 1st nite still okay.. a kind nice soul allowed to to use his thigh as a pillow... XDso at least i do haf the pillow tt nite and slept for quite some time.. being half conscious at times.. i noe tt he did help me lift my head up wen it rolled down... i do noe kx? thou dunno how mani million times tt happened... anw.. this is already enuff to prove how nice he is.. touched.. sob sob... argh.. but so sry lah lun.. got to noe tt ur leg got numb aft tt.. heehex.. so sorry... e 2nd nite's slp was the worse! 5 of us- bong ck zong tiff and me shared one pathetic blanket.. with no pillows.. no nothing.. argh.. super cold.. freezing.. so doubt anione of us realli slept well tt nite.. shared ghost stories one e 2nd nite.. woo.. super scary.. zong and tiff were lyk so freaked out cox 3 of us are sitting rite in front of a mirror wen they were sharing something to do wif ghost appearing frm mirrors.. true stories.. haha... wen zong was sharing one.. we were lyk listening so attentively and suddenly ck opened the door.. everyone freaked out.. can u imagine? the room was so dark and there was a sudden brightness.. argh... zong tiff and i scared them once.. bang against the bed wen they were at the climax.. jia hui shouted lyk hell.. XD anw.. i hate zong's "boo" "ghost story".. got after effect lah.. everyone was careful to nt get frightened agn wen he tried saying other stories.. hehex.. drank liquor during chalet.. some nite brand or sth.. thnx jia wen! she treat me to tt.. how nice.. hen got lyk bit drunk wen we played blackjack.. another unknown side of him appeared.. haha.. WOO!! took photos wif hello kitty.. daniel and the black black character.. sm wanted to watch hello kitty.. so we accompanied her.. den realise tt 1st 30 families can take photo wif dem.. so hui rush to queue up.. it was bit guai lan thou.. we were the onli teenagers who did tt... big kids yeah.. and zong is taller than those 3.. aah.. so funny.. shall put up the photo wen sm send me... went for a performance at the tent at downtown.. the grannies and ah peks out there were super high.. they danced cha cha and lots more along wif the drumb beats and the ah pek got super horny and high wen the samba gals came out.. ck was high too.. haha.. jia hui screamed frm behind.. oh my god.. -.-
3rd dae.. which was the last dae.. b4 we check out.. played jack snap.. quite fun.. at least the game woke me up... hahas.. lun kp collecting cards.. weirong was lyk bit slow towards the end of the game n strted collectin cards too.. so sorry guys... my long finger nails hurt some of u.. hahs.. so sorry.. i promise to cut it yea? went to plae pool aft tt.. tts the time wen i bcame pro.. blah blah blah... den took a "group" photo.. went lun's hse aft tt... ck alighted the train and realised tt he didnt wan to go lun's hse and dun understand y he actualli alighted.. hahas.. lols.. but carnt b blame.. everyone was exhausted... went lun's hse.. realise tt ep of survivor is wad i haf watched... lun mapled.. den i went to plae wif his Xbox.. Xbox 360!!! wireless controller!!! zong was super facinated wen he saw the graphics.. shadows.. the fire.. haha.. he is jealous tt lun has one.. XD anw.. lun is super rich lah!!! he has 3 televisions at home of which 2 are flat screen... and a surrond sound system.. oh my god!!! and simin found out tt one side of his hse is the full of antiques kind and one side is the modern kind.. his mum was super nice... offered to buy some tidbits for us.. we didnt wan ani...so asked lun to tell his mum.. his reply was.. jus buy lah.. den u all dun eat i eat.. 0.O everyone fell asleep at his hse.. except me hui and lun... me and hui cux we were lyk plaeing.. and lun cux he never seems to b tired..
got home.. miss bai wan bao.. cux my mum and sis wanted to watch the channel u show.. lazy to go my mum's rm watch... anw.. tt screen is rather small.. as i said.. fell asleep while watching project superstar and missed chong shang yun xiao... argh.. woke up super early todae.. 8+ dont noe y.. hp batt got flat and went to charge... argh!! and i missed zong's sms!!! they went to watch curse of the golden flower!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dey wanted to meet at 245.. and i saw the sms lyk at 315?!!! shucks.. missed gong li's b****.. hahs.. all strted wif the issue of i weekly zong bought for me.. THANKS ZONG!!!
argh.. its so fast.. 2 more wks and its the strt of studying once agn.. dont realli look forward to life at ac... hope tt their orientation is as short as possible.. dont noe y.. but i hate orientations.. sob sob.. shall miss 4H lots...
NEWS!!! NEWS!!! KEE ANN HAS A BLOG LE!!!! GO SPAM HIS TAGBOARD.. THE LINK THERE IS NOT THE NP BLOG ANIMORE!!! IS HIS OWN PERSONAL BLOG!!! GO VISIT IT MAN!!! LUN, WEE, HEN.. ITS TIME FOR U GUYS TO STRT A BLOG TOO... XD

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past present future

2 mnths is 0ver at the blink of an eye... this holiday is realli a period that allowed me to relax.. putting everything aside... thou i felt pretty useless... staying at home and not finding a decent job to do... but this holiday really is a time where i do get to look back.. reflect... chance upon a few blogs these few daex.. all of which are blogs of my pri sch mates.. its been a long time since we last met.. anws... realised tt mani things haf changed over time.. ppl grow yea?... thru their entries.. u do see ppl mature alot... read thru a few entries... saw the different faces of lifes... some met with stresses in life.. some had real fun... some were forced to make difficult decisions.. some met wif unhappy personal problems... mani mani things happened throughout these 4 yrs... came across one of the posts.. which made me further believe in the importance of treasuring wad u haf now.. and the fact tt things may not remain as it is.. mayb jux in the next second... the mani surprises in life made life exciting... but it is also these surprises that cause much sadness in life... ppl sae that we mux look positive in life... there are different angles from which u can view something. such as thorns haf roses but roses have thorns.. but.. is it tt easy in life?... do we realli have tt special ability to realise tt something bad might b the start of something gd?... the sudden happening of sad things in life.. hurts alot.. ppl are caught up in a position to make difficult choices... some are left with none to choose frm.. shld this b considered one of the mani beautiful aspects of life?... something that makes life more interesting..?.. or is it not?

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匆匆

匆匆

世间事来匆匆 去匆匆

时间的迅速流失也提醒着每一个我们

珍惜身边所有一切人，事，物的重要

回头看看往日的感言

似乎很多时候都在提醒着大家要珍惜，要珍惜

但这一番话起着何等作用我并不晓得

今日一言必有原因。。。 。。。

生活在幸福中的我们一定要知福

因为一切的一切来之不易

外面的世界有很多人也许无法享有我们拥有的这份温暖，这份幸福

拥有它的我们因而更要懂得珍惜

在这温暖下 也切记要造福人群

让这份温暖 能够伸延到每一个人　

让每一个人的心都得到那份温暖。。。

在难过之时，

不要放弃这世间的所有 因为这里的一切永远不会放弃你！

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changed blogskin

WAHAHA!!! finally man! i changed my blog skin.. this is cool isnt it?.. hehex.. cool man.. anws.. here are some photos at cheang's wedding.. cope from winnie's blog de.. haharx..












































SOME MORE GRAD NITE PHOTOS:

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CHEANG's WEDDING

WOOHOO~~!!!! its been a real long time since i last spend the whole dae out!!!! hmm... got out pretty early... to nj with simin.. and she requested tt i blog this... hahs... there is a gal who wore pink t-shirt and denim skirt with real high white heels to nj.. while she is walking... she is sort of limping her way thru... cux... she jux cldnt get use to walking on such high heels... ooo... and e defination of HIGH heels is 7.5 cm as given by simin.. exact length wor~ XD heehs... and tt gal finally gave up aft walking some distance... and guess wad? she took off her heels and strted walking rnd bare footed!!! rnd NJ!!! can u imagine e concrete floor.. the onli word she said was goodness... hahas.. u can see how bad e situation was.. to go on heels meant e continuation of limping rnd and sufferin frm unbearable blisters.. to not go on heels meant walking on tt dirt road.. which has potential dangers of getting cut by some stones or any sharp objects lying out there.. to b true.. i was at a lost tt particular moment.. i once tot of taking off my shoes for her.. but.. ermx... i tot my feet is way too big.. haha.. while tinking wad i cld do... i began walking faster n faster unknowingly.. lols.. but.. haha.. i did something bad lah.. i laughed at her frm time to time.. cux she was realli comical.. thou she took her heels off.. she do care bout her image.. haahs.. wen she sees ppl approaching.. she will quickly put on her heels agn.. and strt taking small careful steps.. and can u imagine gng on heels.. up the steep slopes leading to nj's front gate... wahaha... its torturous... kind of pity her.. but.. in e end.. she realli cannot tahan.. so.. didnt care much bout tt security gaurd out dere... and strted gng bare footed... but understandable lah!! imagine gng on sth tt makes u 7.5 cm taller?!?! oh my god... so rnd of applause to e brave gal whu suffered tt much!!!! haahas...

GOOD NEWS!!!! GOOD NEWS!!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO THE NEWLY WED... MR AND MRS KHOO!!!! WAHAHA... MUX REMEMBER WOR!!! E NEXT TIME U MEET THE WAD USE TO B MS AUDREA CHEANG.. MUX ADDRESS HER MRS KHOO... OR MDM CHEANG... WAHAHAHA...hmm.. attended her ROM ceremony todae.. hehex.. rather fun lah the couple.. quite sweet... XD mux sae tt mrs khoo look gorgeous todae... her hair style suits her perfectly.. wad more to sae? simply... perfect?... haha.. we performed for her... hehex.. tink she shld b super happy bahx!!! sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin.. her husband super enthu.. joined in e singing and was rather high... XD... can see tt her relatives enjoyed demselves too.. cux a song which is rather familiar to all mahx.. so.. more into e thing... hehex.. njoyed ourselves.. took photos wif the real pretty bride.. too bad.. e bridegroom rather busy.. so didnt get a chance to take photo wif him.. but weijian said tt he smells realli nice!!! hahas.. he was said to have tt soapy smell... kx.. can see tt he did took great care to make sure this once in a lifetime thing turns out perfectly fine.. e best part was e kissing lahx.. haha.. everyone strted taking out their cameras to capture this rare scene.. u dun realli get to see ur teacher kiss ya..? so a super rare and memorable scene!!! of cux mux capture lah!!! woots! wish dem haf a cute little baby soon!!! haha...

went out aft cheang's wedding... went all e way back to plaza sing.. ate korean food.. wanted to eat the indonesian food de.. but the queue was lyk super long.. oh my god.. but tt proves how nice their food is yea?... jef. ordered wad kimchi thingy.. den aft he finished his food.. he strted plaeing wif the remainin soup.. adding all other stuffs... lime.. bandung.. wad have u not... den transfered it into a cup.. dey strted shooting lime seeds rnd.. making a mess out of e whole place... wen e cleaner came.. she got rather pissed lahx.. cing e so called "drink"... she did observed it for a while.. den gave a rather bu shuang look... heehx.. but.. obviously rite?.. plaeing wif food?... but jef... hahas... as alwaex.. never afraid of anithing de lah... jux ap abit of tt auntie.. dun even noe if she realises... hmm.. den here come e egg thing.. hui actually bought some egg thing for her ah ma to eat.. but she realises tt her ahma shld b asleep .. so offered tt egg thing to our table.. mao shan "managed" to get the egg thing on e table which e auntie jux cleaned... wif her cloth... which... contains soap!!!kx.. so... of cux it cannot b eaten lah... den jef strted smashing tt egg thing.. realli break into pieces wor... her came another cleaner... haha... tis time a uncle.. and they got sort of scolded... for wasting food.. wahahaa... hmm.. den got out of kopithiam... and e gals strted taking out their camera taking photos all arnd.. nt the mall but ppl.. esp.. maoshan..he realli suffered alot under the non-stop flashes.. hehex.. poor him.. this flashing thing took us the longest time!!! onli get to head home at 10+??? reach home rather late le... 11+... the bus experience was unforgettable... we had to squeeze in tt damn 190!!! oh my god!! super sian... wen we reach one stop.. the back door opened and ppl strt rushing up frm e back!!! nt paying!!! wad lousy character they have... jef saif loudly tt hoe can ppl enter frm the back... and a ap auntie said tt it was cux we didnt move back.. wad crap.. lousy excuse lah pls.. ppl jux alighted and we r expected to react faster than some kind of wonder woman mad bees rushing up e bus lyk if dey miss tt dey wil die.. argh.. cant stand those idiots... but this bus driver is kind.. he drove off letting them off.. count themselves lucky lah.. to meet such a nice bus driver... if not do dey think dey even deserve a free ride?!

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天外飞仙

... its been quite some time since my last blog entry... hmm... spent most of my time these few daes watching 天外飞仙... i alwaex believe that there is something you can learn frm every show.. and i alwaex believe that all producers haf a message to bring across through their production... 天外飞仙 is a show where u realli learn alot... it may seem to be a rather sad story that revolves around e love of a fairy and a commoner... but in reality its not... it showed the many different sides of life... many different characteristics of ppl... through this show... u get to see... wad do happen in reality.. but we dont realise... or shld i sae we refuse to realise.. in this practical world... much of the "bad" ppl that appeared in the show exits... but we refuse to accept this fact.. mayb all of us haf an ideal world of ours... we hope to be in tt ideal world... a world where all treat one another truthfully... mayb it is this... that made us refuse to realise... however... we cannot deny they do exists.. this show also made one realise tt we must treasure wad we haf now... from time to time.. we take things for granted... being a fortunate kid born in the 21st century... some of us took things for granted.. we tink that it is jus natural that wad we haf now will go on.. we will still haf it tomorrow.. the dae aft next... forever... we failed to realise tt this isnt so... things dont come by... we haf to work hard for it.. be it kinship, wealth, friendship.... all are things tt we mux treasure.. we mux work hard for.. nothing is here forever... we cannot change this fact.. the onli thing that we can.. or we mux do.. is to treasure every moment that we haf... be it with our friends.. families...
this is a simple show which allows one to realise alot... watch it.. its a fabulous production... XD

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waha

wahahahas!!!! my blog is the super linker... says zong... oopss... or izzit ong.. hahas.... heh.. had real fun yesterday... wahaha... kanna con.. we were suppose to learn dance... end up getting the schedule wrong or sth liddat.. dunno lahx. ended up usign free gym facilities... hehex... met a nice and rather good looking trainer... out of no where... he ended up being my new flame =.= all thnx to lun yeah?... hahas... WOOTS!!! chin keat has a new blog!!! the link is there... <------ over tt link section.. hahs!!! mux go visit... lotsa mystries waiting forr you!!! tag tag tag!!! hahasx... really looking forward to his nxt post.. geex.... anws.. had fun chatting till late these few daes... wahaha... placed some lame yahoo games... got rather bored at rnd 2? forget wad time le... den decided to slp.. are we still mass chatting todae?... XD

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乱

乱

人的思维情感实在是难以捉摸

很多时候连自己内心深处的情感也不是很清楚

在那灯光明媚的夜晚

我领遇到了这种感觉

远远的了望着 心中涌起一股冲动

但理智告诉自己不可轻举妄动

一向爱面子的自己不断提醒自己要冷静

就因为拥有这种个性

只能远远瞭望 深深的盼望

事实证明了那份期待那份盼望的不可能

四年了 一切依然在起跑点打转 一点儿进展都没有

那一个晚上

我认命了 命运打败了一切 我了了

这辈子那所渴望的一天过了那个晚上应该没有可能发生了吧

就算如此但我承诺我会等待

直到自己只剩那么一口气。。。

我依然会等待。。。 。。。 。。。

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XD

Woooo~ jux finish watching 微笑Pasta... hahax.. its a another nice show... but tis is nice in a different way lahx... its full of laughter.... so if u r down... hmm.. tis show is the solution to all your sorrows. haha.... 只要笑一笑没有什么过不了!!!... woo... wanted to find a purpose in life tis hols... wanted to find a job.. hahas.. but tada.. i failed. lolsx... lagging at home all these days... kp watching drama serials.. oops.x.... hmm.. but.. true.. tis hol is one tt realli allowed me to RELAX!!! GEEX...

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grad nite

cool... reached home tis morn or shld i sae yesterdae[thursady] at rnd 8... hahas. spent the whole nite out... grad nite was fun... went zong's hse to meet up b4 we take a cab there... woo~ his dog is super scary... had the worse experience in my 16 yrs of life... hahass. hmm reached there at rnd 630? den everything strted at rnd 7+... hmm... mux sae tt we took quite a no. of photos. thruout the dinner.. shld sae that the main course is taking photos bahx.. hehex... food there is nt realli nice.. but still okay lahx~! mux sae that tis is an unforgettable nite. shall never forget how ppl dance to the song sexy back. hahs. the dance floor is also a place where chin keat truely comes alive... XD he haf the talent yeA? gals. u all look gougeous tt nite. guys. u all are jux simply dashing!!! an unforgettable nite. an unforgettable experience. unforgettable faces...
didnt wan the nite to end tt early.. so we decided to stay out late. realli late.. haha... went to watch happy feat at 1.10am. [mux sae tt it is a realli cool and nice show! its worth the money! so ya! its a MUX watch] while waiting for 1.10am to come. we went to the top floor-- the lan gaming area. had fun chatting and playing darts there... haha.. hui hui!!! mux jia youx for ur throwing of darts kx?! finished the show at rnd 3.30am... this is the first time lun ka me ever run down a pretty dark and empty shoppin mall.. pretty refreshing. pretty fun... hahas... decided that we shall take the 1st mrt tt arrives... ran down the streets of orchard... in the empty streets... this long nite... seems that short... the running makes one refresh.. makes one in a better condition to remember every detail of this nite. in the lonely streets.. u never feel lonely.. cux.. there is the presence of each and everyone of us... the lovely laughter... the sweet panting... the melodious footsteps... each and every movement makes the cold lonely street warm and lively..
had our breakfast at mac. early birds catches the worms ya? ate breakfast at 4am.. 1st time ever in my 16 yrs of life. hahas. never had i had breakfast tis early.. the aroma of coffee wakens the sleepy me.. realli pity those gals whu still nd to remove their makeup wen they reach home. hahas... and their legs.. which suffered that much after going rnd on high heels for the whole day... XD mac was a fun place to b in. gossiped.. and... found a couple? having fun teaching the other how the rite way to wear a tie [oops... the mani ppl.. pls dun b jealous]. took the 2nd mrt of the day at rnd 5+? reach zong's hse at rnd 7... sry zong.. having to wake u up tt early in the dae... hahs. woo.. finally got back my spectacles.. finally i can take off my contact lens. felt so comfortable wif it off aft so mani hrs... reach home at rnd 8?woo.. had a hard time washing my hair. hahas. got to realise tt lun is nt intending to slp but maple wen i m almost half dead.. XD... he is reali cool... manage to remain tt energetic as he alwaes is and will b... full of energy to run and hop arnd... to plae... wen he didnt even haf the chance to slp... XD... pro ehs?...
woke up at rnd 1pm... slept for quite some time and continued watchin tokyo juliet.. and yes! i finshed it... its a nice show!!! go watch it!!! its called 东方朱丽叶 in chinese... njoy yah?
hmm.. wil nv forget tis wonderful nite wif u guys! u guys r the best!!!!
here r some photos taken... onli a few lahx. those whu haf the grad nite photos pls send me!!! thank you:) love u guys lots!!!

KATRINA AND ME

PEI JUE AND ME

PUI SHAN AND ME

TIFFANY AND ME


ME ALAN YI XUAN HUI HUI

IVY AND ME

WIF MRS LOOK [BIT BLUR]

YI LUN AND ME

YI XUAN AND ME

JIA WEN AND ME

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。。。

Woots! its been some time since i last blog.. hahas. lster bcome a dead blog agn.. lolS... anw... few days ago, we found a job!!!! wahaha... but dunno if it is a reliable one... anw... sat strt work le... finally found a purpose in life... XD wee introduced a new game called the Justice X war.. ehs... tink quite fun~.. hehex.. go try it oout!!!!

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yeah!

Os is finally over!!!!!!!!! wahaha... but... quite sian... finally find tt there is nothing to do except watching goong and maybe maple?.... hmm.. time to find a job!!! who got job lobang?... geex... XD nothing much to blog lehs. so sianx.. boo hoo...............................................................................

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happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FREDERICK~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME XD
Woots... todae ish my birthdae! haha.... happy~~~




1 more daes more for Os...

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遥远

遥远



在车上 一切的一切随着车子的速度凝结成了一体

那高时速似乎把我带到满脑子的思绪中

我不了解也不明白 但我坚持相信 相信是我想太多了

我不断的催眠自己 催眠自己不是人造的 催眠自己是冥冥中安排的

或许是我 是我的问题 或许你和他的性格较搭配?

看得懂这段文字的人 不要误解他的意思。。。

就像世间万物有无数的解答 一句话也是如此。。。

眼前的景物 就算是远远的也凝结成一体 但身边好多事好多物离我越来越远

我安慰自己会习惯的 一定会 但一切是否只将停留在安慰而已？

好累好累 也许是注定的 无法不相信是如此

只希望世上所有人 答应了就得遵守

就算自己认为不遵守可能会帮到那个人

但也不可以这样做 答应了就是答应了 一千一万个理由也改变不了这事实

君子一言驷马难追 不是吗？

或许有时我想太多 但直觉是这样告诉我的 因为事实就是让我这样想

无需答案 并不想知道 或许过阵子就会忘记了

我会努力抹去一切不愉快 会很使劲 会的。。。

眼前的一幕或许与心有相像之处 两者多好乱好乱 好乱好乱。。。

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woots.

woots~! O levels ending in 7 daes man! 1 wk sounds nicer actually... at least to me lahx. hahas. ehs~ bit sianx lahx. had geog test todae.[or shld i sae yest?] sob sob. i tot it was pretty tough lehs~ k lahx. mayb nt e whole paper. but part of it.. but some ppl actualli tot it was pretty easy... [thou there are also peeps who tink tt its harD?]... but frm statistical report. haha. weathering was the killer question. as in mayb nt tt its realli difficult. but lotsa ppl didnt put much focus on tt part of e chap. ppl tend to focus on rivers. cux is lyk we r told tt weathering is nt e main focus? it will onli make up a small portion of e 25 marks? in e end? WA~~~ 25 marks worth of weathering lahx. AND NO RIVERS!!! crap lahx. waste our time mugging for tt... WAD THE HELL!!! nt realli confident in tt paper. but still... hope tt can get pretty good marks. least can squeeze into e JC majority of us aim for? heehx. WOW~ realised tt lotsa ppl got damn stressed out for geog. some didnt even had their slp.XD hmm... todae havin math paper at 2.30 in e afternoon... math paper 2... GOGOGO!!! lets score! XD BEST OF LUCK EVERYONE! BEST OF LUCK 4H!!!!

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BACK IN ACTION

woots... heys!!! I M BACK... hahax. back in action once agian... lolx. hmm... seems lyk tis is my 1st nov post. hehex. woots. finish social studies n maths paper 1 todae!!! XD 2 steps nearer to end of 'O' levels. *claps claps* hmm... math paper was rather easy. shld b able to secure n A.. but SS is a different story... sobs... SEQ was managable.. but SBQ is sorta bit challenging. hahasx. didnt manage to finish lahx. left with 1 pt no time to finish writing. argh... mux seriously pray hard tt e results doesnt turn out to b too nasty.. hehex... hmm.. 16 november is near... few more daes... wads tt special daE???????????? TADAH!!! ITS MY BDAE!!! haha... remember my prezzie kxz.?... but bit sian lahx.. havin 3 papers on tt dae. haisx.. but mayb it will bring me song luck.. *grinx*... anw... same old line. good luck to all those having 'O's. WE ARE HAVIN OUR HOLIDAES SOON!!!! happy~
haix. exam daes= bad hair dae.. :( dun realli haf time to tidy my hair b4 i go to sch in times of exams. argh... feel so stupid havin to turn up in such lousy look... sianx~ the dae aft tml havin eng paper and den the nxt dae having geog.. haven study!!! arr!!! nd to study le. 4 chaps at least lehs.. sianx~ kx. go charge up b4 i strt to mug lo.. GOGOGO!!!!

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考试

考试


考试的开始掀开了人生的另外一个路程

人生中往往能从不同角度看待事情

踏出了考试的一步也意味着接近考试的结束

这一天，我用心的写作，细心的作答，有望能考到好成绩

愿身旁的朋友达到心中的目标! 加油！

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宁可信其有，不可信其无

有时候想不相信某事真的很难很难

生活跑道上发生一切的一切 无意间证实了那句话

努力，用力，尽力 不去相信他。。。 但我真的办不到。。。

或许一切命中注定 或许就是如此 或许学会放开对自己会好一点

许多的或许 许多的疑问

人生是否就是在这圈子打转？是否就是有解不完的迷？

也许人生就是如此吧！

不是每一件事情都顺着自己才可凸现身边一切的可贵

一定要学会珍惜噢！不要等到失去了才后悔。。。

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scared

its been a long time since i last had a long english entry ya?. hmm... mayb i shall post one todae. hahasx.
Os is nearing... or shld i sae it has already strted... since physics prac is lyk oveR?... i shld sae tt my results mite turn out to b a disaster. till now... i still haven strted my serious studyin!!!! argh... onli managed to complete part of my geography. wen i sae part of it. i meant part of a chapter. hahax. tis proved how unproductive i m. dunno wadsup wif me. jux cldnt get myself stucked to the chair n strt some serious mugging. tis seems to b e most laggy exams i haf ever had. wen ironically tis is lyk a national exam? sick... hmm... havin higher chi paper tml. ermx. shld sae tt i m quite scared.. but dere is nth for me to prepare. hahsx. so shall leave everything to fate. XD
yea. anw. to those who tink i m cheena. hahas.x tink twice. yupx. haf been posting my entries in chinese, but i did those all bcux i find it rather interesting. haha.x u wil find sth new kinda interesting n fun ya?. hmmm... frankly. i m nt sorta "china inclined"... jux found it rather cool to b blogging in chi:) you never noe.. mayb some day ppl mite strt blogging in chi cux dey r influenced by me:)kx... i noe i m tinking too much. anws. merely realised tt... hmm.. in english... to express yourself... u mite nd to kind of post a real long entry. like this one.. in chinese, u merely type a few words n u find tt tadah! u covered wad u wanna sae in lyk a mere 9 or 10 lines. so. yesh! its pretty interesting. n sometimes time saving?...XD try it! u nv noe e results till u realli try yea? hmm.. so... ahas.x mayb can help fufil my dream?. b influenced by me... gogogo!!! shhooo!... go post a entry in chi:) happy blogging!

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sianx

wa~ O level finally strted. 2dae is physics practical. hmm... quite okay lahx. except tt dere r different versions of ans for e graph. straight line, curve... curve here.. curve e other way... argh. wadeva. lotsa ans. dunno which will b e correct one. hmm... till now. haven reali strt my serious studying lahx. haha.. onli studied bit of geog. hais.x life is so bored. time flies. 22 more daes n we r done with Os. ha. shld i b sad or happy?... hmm... anw. lets strive for our dreamx! GOGOGO!!! XD.

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ended

wa... 4 yrs of rv life ended jux like this.. sob sob.. hmm... o levels strtin in lyk 2 wks time? n i haven strt revising. oh gosh... cannot flop.. mux pia lo... mugging time(i alwaex sae tis but end up watching shaman king...) hax. anw. hmm.. nth special to blog these few daes. so.. mite nt b blogging? aft Os den cont? nd focus abit mahx. dun wanna end up in some lousy JCs. heehx. jia youx to those taking Os!!! lets pia n go into the same school XD. woots. gogogo!!!

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分离

分离


分分离离 离离分分 相见真是为了分离吗？

从小，就经历分离。

分离之痛无所不在 分离之伤难以躲闪。

最后的一天 四周之笑变得如此地痛。

最后的一天 眼前似乎变得好遥远

分离何时再相见？

至少两年的友谊是否将因分离毁于一旦？

舍不得的事很多

舍不得你们的微笑

舍不得你们的陪伴

舍不得你们的鼓励

舍不得你们的嬉闹

舍不得你们的笑话

舍不得一起上课

舍不得一起读书

舍不得一起打球

舍不得一起享餐

很多的舍不得 很多的不想 很多的很多

真不想分离

这一班有着共同的目标 我们互相勉励 我们从不自私自利 我们一起勇往直前

百年难得一见那么有默契的一班。。。

真的就这样要散了吗？

眼眶的泪水可强忍 但心中滴着的血要如何制止？

会想念

一定会

我们紧紧地握住彼此的手好吗？把彼此紧紧地抱在怀中，永不分离好吗？

我会

一定会

让两年那美好的回忆永记在心

因为我知道脑可把事忘记 但心永远会记住一切 因为那心永远为你们跳动着。。。 。。。 。。。

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BUSY!!!

wow... bout 3 more wks to 'O's le. time flies. haf been a real busy wk. homeworks r pilin up lyk mad!!! phy chem ss hist eng chi... WOW... everyday is filled wif hw... haf been gng out to study these few days. or shld i sae to do hw?... alwaes plan to study sth. but ended up strugglin to finish wad seems never ending. hais. but the tot of graduatin soon rox!. Nxt mon is grad ceremony!!! WOOTs. we r officially freed frm sec sch life. hehex. hmm... 17 is the last paper.. 16 is my bdae. no celebration tis yr le... :( sobx. anw. wish all good luck in ur 'O's!!! GOGOGO!!! mug hard for the last 3 wks?. go man!!!... to those whu haf finished ur exams. plae hard. XD jia youx!!!

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oh my god

oh my god!!! jt sae tt 4E has seen their moderated results. and tt means everything is finalised. shucks. freak out. frm wad ckc sae. sounds lyk moderation for geog will b nt significant. hais. seriously wonder wad lousy grades i will get. hope and pray...

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或许

或许



看那浓雾把四周的景物模糊了

心中不禁感叹生活不就也是如此

生活中最好的往往不懂得珍惜

得不到的却坚持到底

为何就不能先学会珍惜眼前一切了再去开扩其他矿源？

或许我也是如此吧。。。

一句话换来了突如其来的一道墙

我坚持那是在乎的后果

想用力把墙敲下

但在要下手之前斧头就断了

我真的没有那个勇气。。。

一切顺其自然吧 或许真有可能船到桥头自然直

或许吧。。。

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GOSH!!!!

argh... freakin sian la. finally gt back all the papers and finally confirm the L1R5 b4 moderation. sucky pts. dun wish to mention. but all the subs never get A1 de all lack 2 marks den jump grades le... hmm.. pray hard tt moderation will help me jump grades...
Wow. chng is a damn nice and responsible teacher. ang todae nv come cux of operation. had no maths teacher for the dae. lagged durin lesson. at the end of the dae, chng came in to return our A maths paper for us to check if there are ani errors. wow... tt is lyk sth out of wad he is responsible of la. he is jux a relief teacher for math yest. but... noein ang nv come todae... he came to help clear all doubt. Claps claps...

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心碎

歌曲

那优美的歌声仿佛在我身边徘徊

一滴眼泪就如此掉了下来

深信男儿有泪不轻弹

但眼泪就是不听话

好的歌曲叙述人生

好的悲曲让我在失落之时

一个人躲在那阴暗的角落

随着悲伤的音乐尽情发挥

再美的树也须充分的肥料

再坚强的人也须个依靠 精神上的 语言上的。

一句再接再厉有如此的难以说出口？

一句下次一定会更好有如此困难？

真的就不可听到你说句鼓励的话吗？

人生苦短 每一天都一定要紧所能面带微笑

但生命的种种因素让笑容淡化 消失

我明白了笑容的珍贵

想记住那真正开怀大笑的每一刻

但记忆却如此的模糊。。。

答应自己 爱自己多一点 珍惜每一次的快乐

相机吧。。。 也许就是他让我可弥补那模糊的记忆。。。

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梦

梦


看那黑暗的天空

因太阳的光芒慢慢地亮了起来

心中沉睡已久的她似乎好想醒过来

自信心好像是我永远缺少的

一次的一次

好想把它深深的烙印

但一次的一次

力度不佳

很快就模糊了

这一次 我一定要竭尽所能格外用力的烙印。。。

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nothing special

hmm.. nth realli special 2dae. woke up quite late and went out to eat. ate mee pok. hax. anw. went shoppin wif mum 2dae. found a food store tt sell muah chee.. those kind powdery de. hmm... quite nice. got lotsa flavours. green tea. red bean. blah blah blah... hmm... anw. quite stress.. tml is monday!!!! argh... which means got lotsa lessons.. which means gettin back lotsa papers... pray hard tt all results wil turn out well.. my physics has already made me a step closer to my grave.. pray hard... wish me gd luck ehs? XD

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遗忘

遗忘...

人生的路途,

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脚步一天比一天快,

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快的真有点喘不过气...

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一天过一天...

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脑海中却丝毫没有增添任何美好事物...

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似乎现在的路途中,

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并没有什么值得留念,

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值得回味的...

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一天又一天,

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每一天似乎冲满了出乎预料的惊喜...

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但一切惊喜却是如此的残酷...

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他夺走了笑容...

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似乎忘了昨天是如何笑的...

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一天的一天,

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雨滴不断从天而降,

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那一滴滴的雨水冲淡了生活的一切...

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那阴暗的天空笼罩了我的心....

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好想就这样遗忘过去,

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但残酷的人生让我深陷其中...

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能做的,

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莫过于硬着头皮,

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面对这一天的一天, 一天又一天, 一天过一天...

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盼望着那雨过天晴的一天...

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As i promised...

wow. prelims is over. hm.. as i promised... i m makin tis blog alive agn. =D hais. tink i will flop my prelims. tink i will do quite badly. scared... hmm.. todae went to zong's hse. had lotsa fun. played soccer. :) though the hot sun, its really enjoyable. nice to haf u guys arnd!.

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woots~... todae is a fun dae... woke up damn early.. 0745am.. hahas.. bathe.. pack bag.. den headed off to cck mrt station to meet ka ck and bong. missed 2 trains.. wahaha.. 1 cux ck haven come.. 1 cux the train too full.. hahas.. den waited for the third and headed off to sentosa... on the way dere... hmm... still nd go commonwealth change bus.. so ma fan =.=.. was the 2nd to rch dere... pei jue rched dere b4 us.. handed in phy assignment den rush for work le.. went to eat roti prata while waitin (i ate bread)... hmm.. played soccer at palawan beach... and zhen huan brought a kite dere.. hahas.. the string kp snappin... lols.. in the midst of the game.. a kodak gal came.. den kp askin us to take photo.. sianx~... duno take how mani times lax.. tryin to earn more money... askin us do so mani stupid pose.. grr.. waste of time.. hahas.. den went into the waters.. played captain ball and monkey.. gt ourselves utterly drenched.. den filled our ballons wif water and all aimed at the bdae boy... zong.. haha... he managed to burst lyk 3 of dem b4 we cld throw dem at him.. hahax... so funny.. skipped luch todae.. or shld i sae we didnt even noe wad time it was... wen we finally take a look at the time.. it was alredy lyk 4.30?... den we sat on the beach to b pushed by the waves... sand kp comin into the pants.. lols.. almost everyone's pockets were filled wif sand.. ha... went off to bathe at 5+... i nv bring xtra pants.. didnt bring towel.. didnt bring soap... onli bought xtra t shirt...oops.. haha... shard toiletries wif ka.. den went to wash my pants.. squeeze dry and wore back... hahas... went 7-11 and it was freakin cold.. 7+ went habour front food court eat.. nth to eat de.. all food look so sucky.. sianx... ate chicken rice in the end.. ha.. returned home at 8+... waited so damn long for 963... dunno where the hel the stupid driver went... hm.. rched home at rnd 8-9... bathed.. den here i m blogging.. goin off to slp soon.. so tired...
fun dae:) nv to forget... ck is jux so funny... wahaha...

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todae mite jux b the suckiest dae of my life. kx.. start of the dae still okay.. as normal.. went to kap and do hw wif tiff kat and ka.. tt was quite fun?... hmm... chatted while doin hw.. njoyed ourselves much... at nite.. i was utterly pissed off..
k... got to noe tml shall met at habour front at 9.30am to go sentosa for class outin. asked zh to call all the boys to inform dem to bring assignment 9 and 12 to habour front by 9.30 am to hand in while i call the gals. okayx.. for the guys.. i dunno wad happend. for the gals, i was god damn fucked up.. some started sayin wad har?... i m nt goin.. y such a time.. can dun hand in?... and start gifin excuses.. SOME EVEN SAE THEY HECK!...wad the hell nice try.. u heck. yea.. tts ur prob.. hello.. but i haf to get scolded bcux of you!!!!!!1 ur physics teacher is call LEE-TEO AND NT ANI OTHER NICE CHAP OUT THERE... do u tink she will even bother to find u guys out?.. last time help u guys for the physics prac already got kao bei by her lah!!!!!!!! moreover.. i m collectin the physics assignment nt for THE SAKE OF ME.. is for you guys can?.. hello.. u r the ones whu did nt do ur physics assignment.. u r the ones whu did nt hand in.. i was kind to actually offered to collect durin class outin. all agreed.. no?!?!?!?! if nt u will nt haf leaved the class rm tt dae. wad the hell... AND PLS.. MIND YOU!!!! IF U TINK IT IS TROUBLESOME FOR YOU.. TINK AGN.. DUN B TT FUCKIN SELFISH!!!! I STILL ND TO DELIVER ALL THOSE CRAP TO LEE TEO'S DOORSTEP!!!! U?.. JUX HAND IN AND GET THE FUCK OFF TT PLACE.. TTS ALL... TINK... T-I-N-K... and pls lah.. migrain... or however shit u spell tt ass... i m damn tired can?... didnt slp tt early last nite. and i m fuckin tired now.. jux nd u to confirm if u r goin... and the ans is dunno and nt to sms u animore.. fuck the hell up.. u tink its fun to sms u? tink agn!!!! yea... lee-teo mite nt noe u r the phy rep. nice excuse ehs?.. but hello.. she noes u will b brinin to her hse can?.. i can jux fuck care.. cux she knew u r the one brinin it dere.. so nt my prob yar? sounds familiar eh? tis lame excuse.. pls lahx.. i also gt other things to do.. yea.. i mite nt haf tuition.. but i haf much better things to do.. so dun lame!!!!! u r nt the onli one in the world whu will feel sick, tired and busy!!!!!!!!
STOP GIVIN ME THE FUCK CARE ATTITUDE PLS!!! I MAY B UR PHYSICS REP BUT I M NT OBLIGED TO DO SO MUCH.. CALLIN U GUYS UP FOR REMINDER. SMSIN U GUYS.. AND EVEN HELP U GUYS GET OUT OF LEE TEO'S NAGGIN... PLSH.. RECALL.. ANI PHY REP DID TIS B4? I CAN ALSO GIF TT FUCK CARE ATTITUDE.. ITS A MATTER I WAN IT OR NT... SO STOP ALL TT SHIT.

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todae is a rather laggy dae.. hmm.. went to sch early in the morn. but miraculously, i was early todae!!! rch home at like 6.30am?... wAHAHA... nt bad ehs?... 1st time...:P... den tiff smsed me to tell me she wldnt b late todae.. lols... she was wrong.. late by arnd 5 mins. hehes.x.. but better than last time lahx.. late by like 15 mins?... improvement... lolx... hmm.. a rather short dae.. had phy 2dae.. oh man.. lee teo is so slow.. tch till damn sloow.. fallin asleep in her class can?.. den... wen lesson ended... bout the whole class was kept behind... cux we didnt hand in the 2 phy assignment.. i m nice... at least i handed in one.. heehx... she asked how to solve the prob blah blah blah.. tryin to make it seem real serious... kx... all crapx... den i told her thur is class outin den collect on tt dae... and send it to her hse... she started sayin wad tis thurs by the time commonwealth campus will b locked. wad no box in staff rm.. no locks no wadeva... err... gt a little du diao i asked her... do u live in the sch?... but apparently.. she didnt hear me and kp on blabberin her nonsense.. hahax.. later i told her agn.. den she started sayin wad go malan rd put on her table.. mux put i neatly cux she is someone who is organized... argh... den wad mux hand it in by fri 12... and she tried makin it funny by saying... "hey its 12in the afternoon and not midnight.. dun come and haunt me in the nite.." hur hur hur.. shoo funny ehs?... hmm... anw.. aft all those crappin... went out of class agn and once agn asked if we cld send it to her hse. den she said"send it to my hse?... how do u put it?" "errr... put dem at ur doorsteps?" "oh ok... den i will nt have to go back to malan rd" "yeah... tt will b a win win situation 4 u and i :)" okayx.. aft tt.. she started tellin us how troublesome it will b for her to go malan rd.. and lun stupidly ask her a ques. "do i send it to u at 12 midnight?" she SQUEAKED!!! WAHAHA.x.. "wad?... dun come and haunt me at nite..." den she started laughin... k.. all was jux so lame can?... hmm.. anw.. gt her address.. and yahx.. settled it al.. anw... those who r nt goin 4 class outin.. plsh meet lun at clementi interchange dunno wad date wad time... ask him:) hmm.. den those goin... jux brin dem along lahx.. kinda obvious...
realised chen quan leong changed his motorola razor to L6.. haah.x. wanted to coupe his phone de... coupe le den dun dare read mex.. ask him if all the mex were by onli 1 person.. he jux gave tt smile.. hahax.. he looked pretty happie 2dae...
laggy dae!!! yesh.. nd nt go sch for remedials lo.... sho happie..

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2dae is a long tirin dae... went to sch as usual budden gt eng remedial. so sianx.. so damn long la.. 1 eng remedial dragged for lyk 2 hrs plus jux to go thru a stupid compre. sianx~... den half way thru the lesson kendre and xin yi appeared to sae tt NCC is cancelled.. wad the hell.. stupid alloy lahx.. 2nd last act le still cancel. sian diaox. utterly dissapointed. and i mean it. ha.. dunch even noe if can attend the last act.. cux is durin sch warmin dae and look is eyein 4 the slot aft sch warmin dae.. pray hard manx. last act le... mux nt miss it man.. hax.. den aft lessons todae went to jec. hmm.. i didnt eat anithing cux wanna jian fei and at the same time i m broke. oh my god. sianx la.. left wif onli $1.40.. lolx. den later we went to buy desert. haha.. bought bur bur cha cha.. it sux. lols. we realised tt there is such a thin as kaya ice kachang. oh man. the thought of i makes me puke. had real fun at jec. tok alot. haha. den played wif straws. attracted lotsa attention cux we laughed damn loudly. hehex.. later we wanna go popular.. oh the way met a couple.. haha.. so corny... both so shy de.. den jw and levon kp teasin the guy. lols. wen we reach the traffic light, levon and jw saw dem hold hands.. dey gt so fascinated and started starin at dem.. lols... cux us to miss the green man... =.= went to popular.. ha... zong's bdae is on 8june. he wanted us to buy all xmen 3 bks 4 him as bdae present.. even the childish colourin bks.. losl.. so lame.. hmm.. went to buy green pen 4 corrections.. while testin the pen, jt tok so loudly kanna scolded by the popular staff.. apparently she was tryin to attend to a call wen she cldnt hear a thing.. jt's voice is jux so powerful lahx.. hmm.. rch home den went to spa... oh man... i estimated wrongly lahx.. in the end i missed lyk half of bao lian deng... last ep lahx.. but in the end realise the endin sux.. totally dissapointed wif the sucky ending.. hehes.x... hmm... den went online to chat... watch the lame show da chang jin... den... den.. here i m.. bloggin.. hahax.. tml mux pia hw le... try finish all by the dae aft tml.. hahax.. although i doubt i can... anw... mux aim 4 the stars so tt if u dun rch the stars at least u fall on the moon. lols.. so lame..:)

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wa.. realise haven been bloggin 4 a long time le... haha.. 2 busy lately. shld back track abit...


hmm... where to start?... memory nt tt gd...

k... 2 daes ago, i ironed my own uniform. waahaha... 2nd time. skills improvin le. but hate it. damn hot la. wad the hel... jux 1 set and i m sweatin lyk hell...

hmm... tuesdae woke up to realise i m late 4 sch... wAHAHA.... ran to the lrt station jux in time to catch the train tt will gimme some hope of being on time. k. in the end late by lyk 3 mins?.. hahs.. nt too bad lahx. but i realised i FORGOT TO BRING MY NCC TEE!!! oh my... budden dun bother~ aniwae whu cares rite?. hmm.. so wore formal sch u to NC. wa kao. damn hot. scorchin usun sia. took the part As. almost vomitted. but quite fun la. onli tt some quite AP... hmm... being nice, i helped kokky to take attendance.. hehes. so sian. nd go round the whole sch to find all parts. lols. hmm... den ended NCC late cux the part As drill simply sux. haha. in the end also cannot overshot too much. so pampered lahz. gt parents come fetch lols... so xin fu~... hehs..


hmm... 2dae nth much happened. as usual woke up and rushed to sch. rch on time. hahx. den bit sian la chem lesson. chen tok non stop 4 a freakin 2 hrs . oh man. everyone was so damn tired. all felt lyk slping. hmm. aft sch, it started to rain. at first is drizzle. den as we walk, the rain gt heavier and heavier. rch the back gate and realised the rain is real big in front. decided to run all tthe way to the bus stop. quite fun lahx. all of us gt drenched. actualli wanted to go pale bball de. but cux of tt rain so cancelled. hhax.. oh my god. realised tt my A maths tb gt real wet. den the coloured paper on it faded. some of it stained my shirt cux of justin. hahas. he use the A maths tb to slam on me w/o noein tt it will stain. lols. hmm.. reached home den nth to do le. although dere r realli lotsa hw to complete but still nt tuned into the study mode. nd a few more daes den try to pia. and i mean try. lols. nt confirm. anw most of the time i will fail lahx.. unless gt sudden motivation.. hehesx... we shall see.. hmm.. tink tts all 4 2dae bahx. shereen. see i blogged le kx.:)

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finally.. chem quiz is over lo.. hahas...nt tt diff as bryan has sae.. quite managable.. oh my god... seriously hope i will b able to get out of tt bloody quiz scheme or wadeva dey call it..

lee teo is so farni.. she returned us the phy w/s todae.. & surprisingly, tts our holiday homework of 2004... oh man... she is realli damn gd in kping things lahx... 2 yrs le... still arnd. tink if it is nt bcux of the fact tt we r movin to malan rd & tchers haf to clear their stuffs we wil nv get to see those w/s agn.. WAHAHA... even the rubber bands haf sticked onto the w/s lahzxz... tis shows how long it has been..:)

Vijay did nt come todae:) woots.. but she left us wif a stupid question to do... most of us didnt bother as expected... budden wad is real surprising is tt i realise lun finished and handed it in!!! oh my god~! unlyk him yeaH?... hmm.. mayb shld learn frm him le... b more hardwrking... mug mug mug... argh.. jux cant get myself to do tt... but i will try!!! august prelims le... tts lyk so fast lah... mux pia pia pia pia!!!...

Oh man.. realised i tio chi bu ke.. sianx~... all bcux of my suckin compo.. wd the hell lahs.. stupid compo:( aniwae.. i see no pt of teachin ppl how to write.. wads dere to teach.. LOL!!!.. utterly sian... daes r getting sianer and sianer... hm... realised sec 4 life utterly sux.

June hols comin lo... dey sae wanna go 4 class outin...discuss and discuss and discuss where to go.. in the end, as expected, its sentosa once agn.. SIAN la.. wads dere to do at sentosa?.. everytime class outing also go dere... =.= mux tink of better places to go mahx.. although s'pore dun realli haf ani nice places to go to.. no wonder tourism is declining!!! waahhaha.. sounds familiar?... tts by CKC:) hmm.. talkin bout him... remind me of wad happened todae...

finished chem test todae at arnd 3+.. hmm.. cant rem.. aniwae.. tts nt the main pt... we were walkin and talkin bout chem test. den i said " hmm.. see.. i m clever..." or sth liddat. den came the thunder. havin heard wad i said, CKC sae "Wa... mux b some1 said the wrong thing..."!!!! LOL... wad the hell la.. aint i a smart kid?.. hehes..x. but he damn cute.. stand in the middle of nowhere readin some notes or wadeva.. seems lyk he is njoyin the scenery... :P

went shoppin wif bong todae cux the rain was so damn heavy.. du diao lahx... bong said my gf will b v ke lian.. cux shoppin wif me is real sianx.. pls lah... i m carryin so mani things.. so tired.. he expect me to b damn lively mehs?.. LOL... he asked me to wait for him to cut his hair & i refused.. hehex.. 1st time i said no to some1 lehs... broke my record...:P.. sian la.. ask me stand outside the shop see him cut his bloody hair.. oh wells.. i m nt obsessed wif him or anithing.. y wld i ever do sth so dumb? told him tt i go shop he go cut he also dun wan.. dunno wad he wans... =.=...


oh ya.. b4 i forget... PHYSICS ROX!!! nv sae phy sux k? its the best sub eva.. wahahahsx.. wif lee-teo as ur phy tcher.. physics is nv borin but fun.. :) lee-teo rox.

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wad the fuck la.. sian... we were supposed to haf chem test todae... in the end wait till 3+?... still no bloody teacher come.. wad the.. aniwae.. i m nt for the idea to haf tt retard test todae... den got to noe we shall haf the test another time. wells.. the another time turns out to b tml.. wad the.. seriously dun feel lyk studyin.. totally lost interest in chem!!!! argh.. chemistry sux.. but i cant wait to get out of tt weekly bloody quiz thing... argh!!!! mux study mux study.. hmm.. todae gt to noe my a maths sux.. lols.. tot scored quite well.. in the end... whole lvl quite a number scored As... feel so lousy... :-( sad... rank within 200 of the sch.. but dunno wads the exact rank.. kanna scolded lyk siao.. results too bad le... demoralised.. mux pia tis june (although i doubt i will).. haha... but at least the tot struck my mind.. :P... whether or nt to do it depends on mood le:) hehes...


tml is thursdae!!! woots.. tt is to sae... 2more days and is june hols lo.. so fast.. haha.. Xmen III is up tml!!! cool man... jean revived.. :P... haha... gonna watch it nxt mon.. way too busy these daes.. still haven complete my ssh corrections.. i doubt i m able to by tis wk.. hahas.. aniwae i noe dere r much more peeps whu haven even started on tt.. hehs.. can lag lag abit... hmm.. saw tt rachel todae.. duno how to spell her name la.. wadeva... jux the mix blood relief teacher?.. wahaha.. she gt the best fashion sense out of all teachers.. and wads more?.. she's gd looking.. hehs.. onli bad thing.. she's nt tt friendly.. if nt she will b perfect.. tink she is 19 tis yr.. waiting to go uni for her studies...
heh..

lee teo is so lame lah.. ask us plan a timetable and sae wad nd to hand in.. haha.. tink most peep nv care bout her.. aniwae.. she nv does wad she saes.. as expected.. she didnt collect tt stupid piece of paper.. hahas.. clever ehs?... so corny.. todae's assembly is a complete failure la.. do wad stupid cheers and sun dance which has bcome a sch dance... lols.. stupid.. hahs.. sec 4s didnt gif a damn.. :-).. every1 ended up guai laning dem.. hehes.. den look came.. i asked her to join in the fun.. she stun... woots.. and went all the way to the back... dun even dare to ask us b more enthu lo..
hehes...

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the day started wif unpleasant stuffs. woke up in the morn to realise it is 0630 in the morn & tt i m supposed to go 2 sch on my own todae.. my mama is overseas and no1 is dere to fectch me 2 sch.. sian.. dreaded takin mrt.. wad make it worse is tt i m goin 2 b late!!!! took a quick bath and rush out of the hse. waited 4 yrs b4 the green man finally lights and to my horror, i missed my Lrt and have 2 wait 4 another 2 mins... wen i reach commonwelth mrt station, it is already 0720. oh man.. nv had i been late b4... so pai seh la... met tiff.. den she told me " ai ya... 0720 onli, 0729 we wil den b late.." she damn experienced can?... wen we stepped into the sch.. ha.. ppl r still strollin into the parade square. lols.. so lucky can? but gt totally drenched my my sweat. did lots of runnin.. hmm... den had pe todae.. free games.. so cool... played soccer den captains ball.. alan bong threw the ball so far tt he hit the admin staff's car.. wAHAHAHa... nt once not twice but THRICE!!! hmm.. in return 4 his stupid attitude.. lols.. todae gt back report bk le... WA... results damn damn damn lousy... avg 61.0 nia.. can go die liaos.. get to noe tt u wil b ranked 123 if u get 61.8... oh man.. wonder where i will end up to b.. hehes.. will noe tt on tues.. sianx... hmm... nd go pia my ss corrections le.. my target for todae.:-)



Sianx... feel like doing tis...------>

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Waa.a... todae is a real busy dae... sianx.. mornin wake up den went out to shop. ate breakfast cum lunch... den went to help my uncle send his phone for repair... argh.. realised tt i haf completed nt a single hw lah... sian... mental block.. cant tink of anithing to write for essay.. mux pia liaox.. bb..

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Going back time.....


sianx.. utterly demoralised these few daes... flop my mid yr!!!! Argh... gt lyk 20 for my L1R5?.. and i failed to sustain my A1 for a maths.. sian~... nearly failed my history... jux tt lucky to find 2 marks to jux pass... damn damn damn sian... haf no mood to do anithing!!! loads of hw to complete!!! teachers are jux soooooooooooo crazy!!! compo corrections compre compo phy prac a maths history social studies.. oh man... the thought of it makes me crazy... sad~... chi compo gt like 34/90? gt out of pt.. bringing me frm an A2 to C5!!!! wad a great diff lah... long even requested me to go look for him and discuss bout ways to improve... :(

friday's act was pretty sian~ first... pack the stupid ncc rm for the moving to malan rd. den gt so pissed wen taking the part As.. so fake lah! kp sayin tt dey cld nt hear the command... went all the way to the container class rm and i can still hear the command clearly... so fake.. utterly pissed.. lame excuse used... 5 more acts den rod lo.. dunnoe if is shld b sad or happie.. kind of will miss the time wif part As.. ha.. looked at dem grow up.. lols..

funny!... look says tt she is my slave.. she called me master neo.. lols.. i treated her lyk a walking dic? no lahx.. wanna clarify tt i didnt spell my word wrongly.. and she said i treat her as a walking dic.. lols.. how stupid.. but nt bad lah.. made her my slave.. :P...

argh... blogged quite a lot le... 2.19 in the morning!!! zzzZZzzzz... feeling tired... tml mux pia hw liaox... mon mux hand in!!!! planning to wake up at 8 todae... but i doubt my ability to.. anws.. seriously nd 2 get sum slp.. havin headache liaox... oops... buaix...

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woots.. been a damn long time since i last blogged.. around 1 yr?.. hahs.. starting my blog once agn...

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