regrets

i told myself over and over agn that regrets are inevitable in life, hoping i could get over it like real soon. but i realise i cant. everytime i c wad i could haf be in, there is a sudden sadness surging through each and every part of my body.the regret the pain the feeling of having no one to talk to about this. i noe no one can undestand. i noe some will even sae that i crazy or simply ignorant. but i realli wished i had fought for my own wants. whats the point of regretting some mite sae. i dont know for this feeling comes so naturally. kinda beyond my control. i hurt myself but i never got better. life seems to be so aimless now. i dont noe wad i want anymore. i dont know if my choice was right.i no longer have someone whu enlightens me wen i m dwn. i no longer feel wanted. i seem to be floating in the grey area, belonging neither to the black nor the white. i feel left out, i feel despised. the crazy me was sometimes used to cover my sorrows. but i begin to bring me more. i failed my chem consistently but most importantly, i failed my life.

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