n78!

woohoo! Super happy! Bought lotsa stuff yest! Wakaka. Printer etc! N i finally got my dream phone n78 al thnx to mum! Haha! Yippee! Super fun. Using it to blog nw. Omg. It rox! But wen i press cancel i often end up pressing e hang up button. Lols. But it is stil a super cool phone! Muahahaha!

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sam's hse

yesterday was kinda a fun dae... had friendly with IJ in the morn and went to sam's hse for floorball gathering in the aft.
IJ friendly was kinda ok, as in i tink they did well. haha. realised i said they and not we? cux i personally feel i didnt do well in the match. yeah. but overall, it was a close match, so yep, kinda did well in that sense.
in the aft we went to sam's hse supposedly for floorball gathering and farewell party for mr thong. but apparently he didnt appear cux his daughter was sick. hehes. hope his daughter is ok now. yep. but had a realli fun dae at sam's hse. good food good gambling den good soccer table. lol. yep. tt soccer thingy is super fun, super stress. went totally crazy over it. hmm.. anw, realised some things at the gathering. some ppl are nice unlike what ppl haf potrayed them to be. some ppl arnt wad i thought them to be. haha. so a nice gathering! i got to noe ppl better. hehes. yup. and there are strange ppl who wld even wana steal sausages. lol. yeahs. but its a fun dae. realli.

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心中的答案

心中的答案

看着窗外的天空 天色已开始晚了
一天又那么过去了 我到底做了什么
那蓝蓝天空的白云 是不是都已睡了
遗忘了你遗忘了我遗忘那世界的角落

那太阳公公迷路了
找不到我的心了
我的世界是黑暗的
我的眼看不见了

心里面的答案
快把我的心点燃
我以不知如何是好
我想要变的完美的


心里面的答案
快把我的心点燃
我已失去了方向感
载我到该去的地方
我真的错了

看着窗外的天空 天色已开始晚了
一天又那么过去了 我要的到底是什么
那蓝蓝天空的白云 是不是都已睡了
遗忘了你遗忘了我遗忘那世界的角落

那倾盆大雨下起了
我的心哭泣着
我会努力去改进的
我真的的会去做的

心里面的答案
快把我的心点燃
我已失去了方向感
我找不到该去的地方

心里面的答案
快把我的心点燃
我以不知如何是好
我想要变的完美的
我真的错了

我真的后悔了

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cont on louis' bdae

UPDATES ON LOUIS' BDAE CELEBRATION AT YEW TEE MACS. HAHA.

ai ya. failed attempt of making louis' center parting
ooo! i succeeded! lol. but they say it looks like i am torturing him. hahas.
i personally find this photo sweet. i don't know why. ahahs.
the main focus is not shalene and louis! its the people at the back. hahahs. lol

we look super happy.
is it me or is it just louis and shalene smiling in a different way as we do. haha.
:( louis refuse to do an ugly expression. haha.
shirlene trying to dig louis' nose. lol
nose!

carline squeezed my outta the pic. haha
attempt 2.
this photo looks nice. lol.

haha. is louis and shalene trying to get their heads together?
:( where is carline and i?

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etude, louis bdae and mum&dad's wedding anniversary

Hmm.. went etude 2daes ago, or should i say 3 days ago since it is already like 2.18am now. hahas. can't really fall asleep, so thought of bloggin about some stuff. hahas. anws, yup! went etude at VCH on the 7th of june. i mux say the performance is alright except maybe for that stage band part which is kinda funny. hahas. and well done to tiffany for leaving one of the slippers behind at the audience's seat while running out during that stage band part. hahahas.. thats funny... lol. but in the end she managed to find it back, in the midst of the crowd. lol.
After that, we took some photos at the bridge. haha. i realise that its kinda a favourite haunt for couples who loves affectionate kissing. lols. yup. and we took our photos there. hahaha. we (gray kinphang me) were pondering whether to go home or not, cause its neither late nor early.. ahas. initially we thought of going to clementi to grab a bite, after that we thought of accompanying louis for his birthday. but end up some ppl alighted at clem and headed for home. so mean of them. lol. so in the end, me shir sha wj car went to yew tee to celebrate louis' birthdae. he mux b super touched man. haha. so nice of us to go all the way there. wakaka. sha was so shy that she didnt talk much and kp nudging me for no reason. :P anws. yup. the following are some photos we took. hahas. forced louis to posed some. but due to the slow shirlene, i didnt manage to get all photos, so shall post the rest the next time rnd. ahas.

my lower body looks weird. haha.

look at carline's eyes.

i thought we are supposed to do an ugly pose?!?!

haha. he looks like he is in dilemma whether to kiss?

haha. looks like this :)

i wish..........................

"awww... im so touched... i feel like crying" ahha

"yum yum!"

ooo.. and yest is mum and dad's wedding anniversary. ahas. went for a family dinner at some steamboat restaurant and for the first time in my life a steamboat cost 120+++ bucks. haha. but its kinda worth it cux the stuff there is realli nice. ate till i totally didnt felt like moving. hahas. i tink its much better than zhen fa's steam boat. better environment, cleaner and nicer food. hahas.

anws... i personally feel that a person will have the greatest sense of loneliness on special occasions. as in, it is this special occasion that you wil hope and wish to be accompanied, cux its kinda a special moment that u wish to be with your friends isn't it? and it is your closest friends that u wld yearn to be with isnt it? whats the logic behind being close therefore not the need to accompany your friend for those special moments? hmm.. i realli dun understand. mayb i am different mayb some people are different. but for me, i wld hope to have my friends with me on days which are special to me. yup. i tink so.

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a week

Gosh! i can't believe that its already thursday of the second week of the june holidays. time really flies. looking back this 2 weeks of hols, i realise that i seriously didnt do much. life is kinda routine, eat, sleep, com, trng, my 2 weeks passed just like that. sometimes, i really think that i have a serious problem in managing my time, so much so that i felt like i am totally wasting my life away. ha. maybe thats another of my "thinking too much", but i really felt that way. time and again, i told myself to maximise my time, to do work, to at least do something meaningful, so that at the end of the day, i feel a sense of accomplishment. however, the com always comes into the picture and ruin everything. ha. maybe thats just the poor discipline on my part. lols. hmm. maybe i should start doing something to this and lead my life in a more meaningful way. hahs.
2 weeks into the hols, i really felt a sense of relieve. maybe its due to me not meeting much people in these 2 weeks, so nothing much really happened. hahs. but thats a good thing though, it serves as a really good break for me. i am serious. meeting people makes me think alot. u can call me being over-sensitive, but every action really brings me into alot of thinking. hahas. maybe thats just me, but rest assured, i will not let my feelings take over me.:) i do alot of thinking, but i will know how to filter the bad from the good. hahas. but seriously, these 2 weeks brought me to cool down alot. i didnt think tht much, cause there is nothing much to think about, but it brought me to look back. and i realised alot of things. hahs. but i shldnt say what. lols. hmm.. but i guess. i would change when term starts, hopefully?
anws, having been a goalie in match makes me realise alot. i realise that no matter how sad u might be, no matter how emo u might get, no matter how depressed u can land, u must pick yourself up really fast. its kinda a mind over heart thing. as in when a ball gets shot into the goal, you really feel useless not being able to get the ball hell outta the goal, but there is no time for you to feel all those shit but actually tell yourself "thats the maximum they can get. no more can they achieve.", and you have to be back in your position again, giving ur 110% protecting the goal as if they are your child in trouble. hahas. but its really stressful man, sometimes you know you have to do it, but you just fail to do so. or maybe its just me.
i know you guys are just consoling me, but i know i didnt do well. i know you guys think i am rather good because i am kinda new to it but i know there is not much time left for me to excel. but i am thankful for all the encouragement that i needed. and i swear to do well. and i swear to crush those numbers down!

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swimming!

oh my god. Using my sister's n81 8gb to blog nw. Freakin cool. Haha. Anw... Went swimmin w ka n lun todae at jurong. Haha. Its been quite some time since i last swim... So tis swim is kinda refreshin woohoo! Anw... Did lotsa retarded stuff, which arnt surprising havin a retarded fren-lun. :p haha. Went to e wavepool where we got knocked by 'ships' n went on our mission on findin abandoned ships. Lol. Aft tt we went to e lazy river which was freakin conjested. N there is this part where a orange guy practically blocked e whole path causin everyone to b stucked thr. Can u imagine? Hes on 2 floats! Lol. Arhh.. Had a really fun dae todae! Woots!

Tml is a long day! Trng in e morn nus friendly in e aft. Gosh. I wil tire out. Lol.

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