inference

thinking too much, infering too much into things, might sometimes just lead to lots of misunderstanding i guess? i think its time to think less :)
but still, its comforting to when friends can openly say everything and clear all misunderstandings possible. maybe thats the way to maintain a healthy and close friendship? hahas... but its really a blessing to have known all the friends around me. (:

i think i am starting to get used to it.
2 days into the plan, and i think its rather ok?
although i must say that i am constantly reminded of those things, be it because of the people around me, or simply because of my dreams. i must admit, i have been dreaming quite alot recently, various stuffs, stuffs that could even make me cry in my dreams. but i guess, time will heal all wounds? at least i hope that will happen. anyways, plan is still going on smooth. i just hope, this is the right thing to do. although i really cant bear to do so, but i guess i need to. falling deeper might just not be good.

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