i tired it

i tried it today, but i don't know if i did the right thing. but one thing for sure, it isn't what i would do usually. i guess, its just a fact of life that you have to give up some things to attain others, but i can't be sure if the trade off is worth it. maybe, through doing so, i am treating myself better, but i'm really not sure whether this is what i want. on a 2nd thought though, i realise that maybe i should, cux of the many things that have happened and i guess i should have learn from past mistakes. if i were to continue, i will just be trapping myself in this bottomless pit. so, i guess, maybe its ok to do so? hahas. at least for myself? sounds really selfish huh? but, yea, i shall just view it that way. at least for now.
went to je with lou and shir to develop photos for cip and study a little. when we were waiting for the photos to be ready, we went to this shop that says "cheapest in town" (if i don't remember wrongly?). i must say the stuffs in there are insanely cheap! hahas. seriously... but i guess its gonna close down soon... hahas. a pity man~ such a nice place to stock up~ XD yea. and went to do math! omg. i must say, im quite proud of myself that i actually did the paper for lecture! BUT!!! to my greatest disappointment, the lecturers are... *sigh*
ooo... i must say, today is yet another enriching GP lesson! hahas. love GP now man~ every lesson is just so interesting, especially with a "drama queen" as your GP teacher~ double GP is not that tiring after all man. (: but... we are only left with 1 session of GP~ *sighs* but hopefully we would make the best out of it yea?


i decided to take a little step forward
a step that i had never dared to take
i know it might not be right
but i guess i should do it
at least for now
i shall.


i choose not to see.
i choose not to feel.
i choose not to think.
i choose not to hear.
i choose not to care.

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