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Saturday, June 30, 2007

finally over

wow. its finally over. 4 daes of tests is finally over. 4 nites of intensive mugging is finally over. thou these 4 daes is finally over, there is a much greater disaster awaiting me. in these 4 daes, we took a total of 5 subjects, 10 papers. thou i seriously hope i wun get a u. but i tink i wld. damn man~ exams was really hard. there are some questions where u totally go "huh?!". hahas. but yea. its over. so no pt brooding over it but to move on. but tinking back, its a pity tt i didnt strt of early but end up doin last min stuffs. but tinkin further, even if time were to turn back, i mite nt strt studyin either. hmm. mayb its time to change tis bad habit of mine! strt early like some ppl did. having completed all revisions by the first wk of june holidaes. but it doesnt seem as easy to master the art of keeping ur mind switched on and ur eyes open while u stare at those font 12 words all dae long, does it? i pretty much cldnt study for more than 1 hr at one go.within 1 hr, i definitely will drift off to some other places. pretty bad huh? hahas. but yea. i will strive to master the art. but i still believe life doesnt jus revolve arnd u studying all dae long and doin nth else. seriously cant understand y some ppl can actually rush home straight after school without having to go out socialising or even playing? no offence, but i seriously cant understand how u guys can do it, cux i cant. anw. yea. get a life ya? if life is jus non-stop studying, wont u find life meaninglesS? i dont deny the face tt u do need to study, yea, dont b like me. but apart frm studying, u still need ur rest, u still need ur plae, u still need ur life. :) so.. strt balancing ur life dude! the world is realli big, and ur house is nt the onli place available for visit.
anw... wanna thank all those whu cared once agn. as i haf said, this year is not a smooth sailing year for me. lots of obstacles lying right in front of me. anw, wanna thank those whu realli accompanied me thru this difficult journey of mine. lots of ya sent regards to me, lots of ya actualli even came up to talk to me. i got to learn alot frm u guys got to learn to move on frm u guys. a realli big thank you yea? regarding the prev post. i m sorry to those whu felt affected by the crude words tt i used. at tt pt of time i dun deny tt i do felt a little angry and upset, but ya, everything is over. moving on is the best thing in life mayb? although its pretty hard to do it, but yea, trying is no harm?
hmm. had a talk with some of the ppl outta dere lately, and realised some things gng on. ehs. i dunno lahs. but tis is nt an emo part of my post. i jus wanna sae. isnt the world better if ppl can b more truthful? instead of being so fake? if u kinda sae tt u dun like the person behind her back, den y r u giving her the idea tt u love and cared for her so much? i dun understand this. i dun mean tt wen u hate tt person u cant like sort of talk to her or sth. but caring and loving is more than talking? as in. if u hate tt person how do u show care and love? tts obviously so fake isnt it? i jus find it realli scary. anw. yea. the world isnt perfect. and the existence of such ppl in life is jus another imperfection of life isnt it? wow. i have begin to learn to tink positive huh? hahas.
ooo. tis para is specially dedicated to lun.. i seriously dunno wads wrong wif my blog tt made u got those virus. but yea. so far, other than u, no one else had said anithing bout tis. so.. aha. its pretty much onli u experiencing tis problem.. but anws. realli sorry.. but a piece of advice. cut dwn on watching ur p*** den mayb u will nt get this. haha. jkjk :P

Thursday, June 21, 2007

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if u fucking dun like my post den fucking close ur eyes and dun come herE!

i lead my life and no matter wad i may feel u haf no rights to comment. so wad if i failed? r u tt perfecT? DARN!

if things r as easy as those few words, u wldnt find ur pea brain tinking of e solution ahead of others.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

thank you

for those whu realli cared, for those whu realli made an effort. thanks man. i realli need those. thank you. i mite nt haf replied but i hope u noe. its nt tt i dun wan to but i dun noe how. but i sense the concern. so thank you. :)
thru this long journey of life. i learnt alot. seen alot. tis year can b said to b the worst year of my 16 years of life. lotsa downs but little ups. but i learnt alot. realli. i gt to c how childish i used to b. believing in 100% trust, 100% faith, 100% in everything i choose to believe be it people or things. i do nt deny tt i still m chilish now. but i can sae i haf grown up quite some bit. thanks to the ppl arnd whu made me realise how foolish i was. wen we were young. we love short poems. line whereby it goes " good friends are hard to find". simple line with depth. how true it is. true friends indeed are hard to find. in fact. i lost one. and still holding tightly to one. hoping tt being in different schools wun change the relationship btw us. but guys. upon reading this post. i jus wanna sae. no matter how dissappointed u mite b. no matter how lost u mite feel. turn to ur family. in this society, ur family members are the ONLY people u can put ur 100% in. they are those whu will nv betray u. they are those whu will gif u their honest advice. they are those whu will alwaes support u and b by ur side no matter wad may happen. treasure them. hold on to them tightly like u haf never done before. do tis. and u shall never regret.........................

Friday, June 15, 2007

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i dont understand why

Saturday, June 09, 2007

?

ignoring is the best way to avoid troubles.
but it is as gd as escaping from reality.
but reality is always cruel.
so wad are we supposed to do?

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