cool

woohoo~! something realli cool happened tis wk. this is kinda the veri first time friendster served its purpose. ok. at least for me? was roaming rnd the website on thur? [ if my memory didnt fail me] and guess waD? i got to find my long lost friends online! hahas. long long friends is pretty much primary skl mates anw. nt pri 6 but pri 2~! we do haf good memory ehs? still got to remember each other thou both parties kinda changed some bit.. hmm.. damn cool rite? hahas. and tadah~! we haf the same resolution for e nxt half of the year~ to mug for promos. i noe it gotta b hard for me.. carnt realli get myself to strt the ball rolling.. but. yea. pretty much of a no choice.. if i choose to b stuck in square one.. i wun b able to retain my 4H2 or worse off... kanna retain~ nononoo~ either or i wld haf to change my class and strt adapting to a totally new environment agn. such dreadful experience is definitely a nono to me~ k.. back to topic. hahhs. yea. i realli cant find another word but to sae tt its cool? ok. mayb i do haf a limit to my vocabulary. oops..
anw.. got super stressed up~!!!! homeworks are streaming in continuously. jus as i complete 1 assignment, 2 came in. jus as i finish question 4 of tutorial, the tchr is rounding up the topic. oh my gosh~! *faints* but i jux cldnt get myself to b glued on e chair and stare at my tutorial 24/7. save me mans! since hen has SMS (Save My Soul) i shall have BLOG ( Boring Life On e Go)... =.-

attn ppl!
hey guys! 4H class outing on 11th aug (saturday) at ____am/pm at SENTOSA! its been ages since we last meet up huh? so, why wait? take up tis rare opportunity and find ur way to SENTOSA on the 11th! cya there! p.s. spam tis mex arnd.

to be filled up wif jucier details at a later date...

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i realised it isnt tt common after all. mayb its jus the ppl arnd me.. but yea.. overall.. its nt tt common. realised how far i m behind the crowd... dropped into the pit todae aft realisin the mani facts tt i never knew. dropped further in wen the loud voice constantly shouts out my name.. the rain tt came, fell will sorrow and pain.. i tot rain cld wash away my sorrows.. but it done worse.. i arnt gd in anithing in life.. totally not recognised and alwaes a big mile behind.. wen i tried to catch up, the others haf been way further ahead~ the sight of light got dimmer as years passed.. as darkeness sets in.. its wen my heart is dyin.. its wen all hopes are shattered..


the one to b shouted at... never gets to win~


i quit.


[with tears filling the lake with sorrow forming the mountains my soul has flown... to somewhere never known~]

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歌

歌曲叙述了人生

而我生命中的歌

无时无刻在改变

从忧转喜 从喜转忧

生命中的无常 往往被人视为“生活情趣”

但无时无刻的改变 却让我十分厌倦

我无法忍受那急速转变的情感。。。

这一天的高兴让我从地狱升到了天堂

这一天的高兴我从不敢去想。。。

那就像干旱中滴下来的水

对我来说是多么地感动多么的珍贵

那感动得泪水一滴滴的落下。。。

但残酷的人生告诉了我，快乐是短暂的

快乐的时光好似坐捷运，

不管你多么努力的想扑捉那迷人的景色

不管你多么努力想要留住那一刻

你都无能为力。。。

是啊。。。 无能为力。。。

自己以往的不珍惜

造成了现在的遗憾

我的心一天一天的被刀割着

我好害怕那充满裂痕的心破碎。。。

以往的快乐捉不住 但永远存放在记忆。。。

如今的我 了解了花再美也会枯萎。。。

多么的快乐只不过是一瞬间。。。

或许不必太在意那份快乐

因为它并不会长久。。。

人心恶劣如此可怕。。。

一次的不铭记在心。。。

人心的自私如此可增。。。

只顾自己不顾别人。。。

自己快乐而生旁的人痛苦真的比较好吗？

看见他任一步步的踏入火坑

你真能见死不救？就为了自己的利益？

你变了。。。 变了好多。。。

以往的你到了哪里？

还是。。。 以往的你不过带着那纯白的面具？

怀念的是好多好多。。。

往事只能回味。。。

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i m alone on the crossroads

Listen lyrics by Beyonce.Listen to the song here in my hearta melody I start but can't completeListen to the sound from deep withinIts only beginning to find releaseOhh the time has come for my dreams to be heardThey will not be pushed aside and turnedInto your own, all 'cause you won't listen[chorus]ListenI am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and triedTo say whats on my mindYou should have knownNow I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feelingI'm more than whatYou've made of meI followed the voice, you gave to meBut now I've gotta find my ownYou should have listenedThere was someone here insideSomeone I thought had diedSo long agoOh I'm screaming outAnd my dreams will be heardThey will not be pushed Aside or turnedInto your ownAll 'cause you won't listen[chorus]ListenI am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and triedTo say whats on my mindYou should have knownNow I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feelingI'm more than whatYou've made of meI followed the voice, you gave to meBut now I've gotta find my ownYou should have listenedI don't know where I belongBut I'll be moving onIf you don't, if you won'tListen to the song here in my heartA melody I start, but I will completeNow I am done believing youYou don't know not what I am feelingI'm more than what you've made of meI followed the voice you think you gave to meBut now I got to find my own - my own

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i fell frm the top, seriously hurt and in pain. i tried to recover, tried to climb up agn. but i was pushed down.. i dunno.. dunno whether to try it agn.. tired..








happiness is indeed short...







my worst subject ended up to be the best...








it was jus a sentence... but it did matter...









i didnt find it fun.. but u seemed to b amused by urself.. is it realli tt fun? i m tired even if u r not..








i did.. but u insisted i did not.. but i realli did..










why is it alwaes tt look? i dun understand...









my mouse burst in jian hong's hands.. =.-









i didnt noe how to face it.. i carnt...










y u can i carnt? why...

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:)

the change made me feel warmth made me feel happy~ thanks to the one whu made the change.. a rare occassion of happiness.. i hope it will last~ i pray it will..













woohoo~ i borrowed lun's gd luck for tml.. return u tml nite! hopefully i can survive thru tml wif u gd luck. lols. haha.

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