FREELOADER!

wad the fucking hell! i hate to sae this but i fucking hate freeloaders. i noe tt these vulgarities are seriously polluting my blog but i still haf to sae fucking bastards shall jus vanish frm this universe. wads the pt of being smart but good-for- nothing?! mugging is gd but pure muggers are so fucking idiotic. carnt they jus spend a little of their mugging energy on sth else?! at least help urself! c'mon! its nt like u r doin sth for others nw! u r doin it for ur fucking self! hw nice to b sitting there waiting for ppl to spoonfeed u huh?! i dont noe, but recently u jus suddenly seem so disgusting. the sight of u makes me lose all the happiness tt mite b filling me. shuckS! and i seriously dun understand y some ppl can jus comply and still bother helping wen tt person doesnt even want to do sth to salvage the situation! is keeping mum about everything a solution of all problems! i doubt so huh! but everything is gonna come to an end soon... i hope.

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regrets

i told myself over and over agn that regrets are inevitable in life, hoping i could get over it like real soon. but i realise i cant. everytime i c wad i could haf be in, there is a sudden sadness surging through each and every part of my body.the regret the pain the feeling of having no one to talk to about this. i noe no one can undestand. i noe some will even sae that i crazy or simply ignorant. but i realli wished i had fought for my own wants. whats the point of regretting some mite sae. i dont know for this feeling comes so naturally. kinda beyond my control. i hurt myself but i never got better. life seems to be so aimless now. i dont noe wad i want anymore. i dont know if my choice was right.i no longer have someone whu enlightens me wen i m dwn. i no longer feel wanted. i seem to be floating in the grey area, belonging neither to the black nor the white. i feel left out, i feel despised. the crazy me was sometimes used to cover my sorrows. but i begin to bring me more. i failed my chem consistently but most importantly, i failed my life.

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REViVE!

happy birthdae to blog happy birthdae to blog happy birthdae happy birthdae happy birthdae to blog. LOL. haha. shall celebrate the re-birth of my blog todae. diaos. k. kinda lame. anw. its been a freaking long time since i last post an entry. hahs. so todae shall grant the wish of mani~ hehes. abit byl.

cute? i draw de!!! hahas. abit random...

wa! i got magical powers!

woots. promos jus ended but i guess the more worrying part has jus strted. RESULTS~! ugh. seriously hope tt i can promote + retain all my subjects. hais. i jus carnt imagine wad will happen if i nd to drop one of my subs.. hope god will help me through this exams man! felt so weird after promos. felt like out of a sudden, there is nth for me to do. hahas. too used to the mugging daes before promos i guess? jus cldnt get use to doin nth! how ironic huh? during those daes, i was hoping and praying for this dae to arrive. and wen it actualli did, i felt so empty. hehes.

went for breakfast during chem spa on thurs. which is like 2 daes before? tiff told me that zong and gang are having breakfast at KAP before gng for spa. so i went dwn to KAP with tiff. and guess waD?! we saw no sign of zong!!! so we thought they left and gave them a call. to the greatest shock of my life, they are having breakfast at West Mall's macs. =.- how smart huh tiff? to assume tt Macs = KAP =.- ahas. anw. chem spa was pretty easy.. XD hopefully i dun make ani stupid errors here and there and everything shall b fine.

wooo. got to noe tt CCA is strting on mon. urgh. abit fast huh? i was hoping to be able to rest more. ahahs. i m kinda lag. hmm... cca + pw. woo.. like wad someone said. " the real stress comes after promos." =.- ahhs. thou i kinda disagree. i do have REAL stress during promos. hais. mayb i m jus nt tt smart. promos to me is a big deal. how i wish i can b like some ppl, treating promos like nth. blame no one but myself. for being stupid. anw. shld change the quote to " the stress still lies" sounds better.

argh. OP OP OP OP OP OP!!! OP on mon!!! hope i wun screw up on tt dae. hhes. pray tt everything turns out well. all the way 094~! *oopz. hope i got my grp no. right.*

HAHAHAHAHA!!! HOT STUFF! HOT STUFF! HOT SCANDAL PHOTOS FOR VIEW!!! LELONG LELONG!!!

[nt my fault nt my fault... weijian remind me to post de.]hahs.

guess whu they are! hahas!!!

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