Yesterday was the last official school day~
Initially, I went to school like just any other normal school days, dreading the fact that it’s another day of waking up early. But, when ms lim played that video she prepared, that indescribable feeling seem to surge through every part of my body. I don't know why, but at the moment in time, memories of the past flashed through my mind, and I begin asking myself what I have done for the past 2 years. Time really flies; 2 years seem to be just such a short time. It just seem as though I entered s12 yesterday. I can still vividly remember the very first time I see everyone of the class. That day, we were having some class session with ms lee, and I remember smiling to kin phang (because I heard quite some bit about him when I was back in acjc) and he looked at me as though I’m some insane freak. I remember sitting beside Wei jian and that’s how I first met everyone from the class.
2 years down the road, a lot of things have happened in my life. First joined hockey as my main cca, but things didn’t turn out well, and I was persuaded to join the floor ball team. I must thank those who encouraged me into the floor ball team, for I’m really thankful to have known each and everyone of the team. Though the times with them were really short, but I guess, the quality time we spent together really made the quantity not matter at all. I still remember the first nationals’ match we played, how we fought as one against our opponents, and how we cheered and jumped with joy when victory came to us. The happy moments we had, will be kept within me till the very last breath of mine.
2 years down the road, S12 has never failed to accompany me through the ups and downs of my life. I miss those days where we would visit Kbox, singing till our throats turned dry. I remember the very first time there and how I didn’t dare to sing because I was all too shy, till the subsequent sessions where I felt so easy singing along with everyone. I remember my 17th birthday there, where the MV almost brought me to tears, where you guys sang the very first lousy song that I wrote. I remember, the many times when I felt all so sad and troubled, and you guys would always ask me if I’m ok. The every little thing you guys did really meant a lot to me, for I really treasure my friends and the moments spent.
Unhappy things are inevitable in life, and I don’t deny that there too are times when things didn’t turn out well. But those times have passed and only the good will be remembered.
Those thoughts that ran through my mind brought me to tears. I didn’t wanted to cry, for I feel that its just so embarrassing, but those tears of mine just quietly creep out of my eyes. Looking at the every teacher that taught me, I felt so guilty. Even when typing this very post, tears still filled my eyes. I regretted not doing my regular tutorials during my year one days; for I guess I wouldn’t have that much of difficulty catching up in the 2nd year. I felt that I have let them down, for I know how much they cared and contributed to the wellbeing of every single one of us in class. I’m really thankful that the school has provided us with the best teachers of the college, guiding us through every doubt that we might have. It’s just that I didn’t know how to treasure them well.
I hate earth for rotating that fast and it’s yet another time to part. I hate the fact that we wouldn’t be spending every day together after that last official day of school. I will definitely miss you guys, for you are the ones who made my 2 years all so fulfilling and sweet. But parting is just so heart wrenching. But I guess, its just part and parcel of life. Though so, I hope and I pray, that our friendship will remain, though I know, it’s really hard, I pray…
