a dae in sch

woohoo~ its jux a ordinary sch dae.. but this veri dae is made extraordinary... bcux of a grp of ppl.. haha.. todae.. aft pe.. went for canoe training.. got to know this gal called hui hong (will red)... haha.. she is super cute.. and a nice person.. whu is super smart.. XD got to noe more ppl.. michelle.. err... chris( dunno if tt is realli his reali name).. and the other acs barker guy.. whom i dun realli rem his name.. ahas.. so.. we went to bk.. ooo.. cannot leave out pj.. k.. so we went bk at holland v.. and chatted alot.. wow.. its super fun to chat wif those guys.. dunno how they side track to topics like gays... [claiming tt gays look super hot]... and stuffs like that.. but overall.. spending time wif dem is realli a joy! canoe rox on man!
had canoe training todae.. as i haf said.. lol.. was a laggy dae.. attended talks on canoe.. watched a few videos.. learn a few new stuffs bout techniques.. and thats it.. we r dismissed.. but being enthu canoeist.. we went to run a few rnds.. did pull-ups.. crunches... push-ups.. and stuffs like that.. realised tt doin stuffs in ur own free will.. u will b able to perform better.. lol.. cux u r under no stress.. and u jux relax and go as far as u can.. but the veri next thing u noe... u r doin better than usual.. hahas.. mayb its also bcux of e team spirit of ACJC CANOE!!!! the encouragement and stuffs... makes on go even further than wad he normally could.. mind over body.. how true is this statement!
had real fun in ACJC... a super cool sch.. wif nice ppl all arnd.. guys.. never listen to wad ignorant ppl out dere saes.. wad ACJC is a sch filled wif rich kids whu spend all their money like there's no tml.. filled wif arrogant kids.. wad crap.. total bullshit.. its a place where u feel warmth.. care.. concern.. at every and any corner of the sch.. anw... a few more daes.. is our doom dae.. ok.. i m sorry to pull u guys into the picture.. my doom dae to b exact.. didnt haf positive feelings recently.. so i predict tt i will flop my 'O's... i m seriously praying hard everydae tt i can do well.. i m afraid i cant even stay in ACJC... sobx... may all luck b bestowed upon me.. for me to do well in my 'O's man.. get gd results.. and njoy my chinese new year.. hais..~ letters streaming in r seriously freaking me out.. those polytechnic scholarships and stuffs.. gosh.. is that a hint to me that i didnt do well in 'O's..?

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quality restaurant

hey dudes.. i m back in action! rather busy these few daes.. over tutorials and stuffs.. WOW! JC life is realli different.. tutorials r streaming in.. so if u intend to leave some undone... u will suffer hell lots.. k! time to divert ourselves frm those boring tutorials..

been to a wedding dinner yesterdae.. a vegetarian buffet.. so.. seriously doubt whether or nt to call tt a dinner.. anw.. so.. we were in this real chaotic buffet where u haf to queue up to get ur good etc.. thats not the main pt.. poor organisation.. fine.. my cousin was a little late.. ans the staff.. the manager to b precise.. didnt allow dem in.. despite dem being able to prove tt dey r invited.. so there was some squabbles and such.. in e end.. my cousin.. was so damn pissed off wif tt manager.. and rose his voice a little.. and guess wad.. tt manager actualli told him tt he is rude.. wads more.. the moment he left.. tt manager told her staffs tt meeting wif such customers.. jux b more fierce... at this point of time.. i would like to comment on this QUALITY HOTEL'S VEGETARIAN BUFFET RESTAURANT... i believe tt in singapore.. every hotel is of a certain standard.. and i strongly believe tt every staff in every hotel of singapore has a part to play in upholding this very name of ours.. i believe tt even a 3 year old kid knows tt "customers are always right".. wads makes tt manager thinks tt she has the right to forgo this idea.. and do wad she wants.. she is paid for a purpose.. to serve.. and in the very first place.. she was the one being unreasonable.. not letting guests in despite the fact tt they can prove to b invited.. a manager.. in everyone's point of view.. shld b someone whu is the leader of tt particular place.. someone whu is a role model for her staffs to learn frm.. i do pity this particular restaurant to haf such substandard manager.. having such ill-mannered manager running the restaurant.. i doubt tt restaurant can survive any longer... quality restaurant wif such low quality.. how ironic huh? i do hope if the management of this very restaurant so happen to read this very post.. that they wld take into consideration.. providing their staffs wif civics and moral education. as i tink their staffs didnt pay much attention in class during their pri sch daes.. leading to them not knowing how to b polite in their way of expressing.. how to b reasonable and not b an obstruction to ppl's life..

on a lighter note.. did njoy spending the dae out wif my cousins... headed off to my grandma's hse aft tt dinner.. to watch e s'pore vd m'sia soccer match... XD

--> missed e daes where i keep posting my pics.. haha.. lol... i m jux trying to console myself.. errr. wadeva lah.. anw.. this i how i look lyk during the wed dinner.. good looking???........................................................ obviously not.. XD

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woo.. todae went for the venture meeting.. i still cant figure out how did min li or how ever u spell her name... manage to know my name.. oh my god... seriously dunno wad to ans.. cux everything was so random.. therefore.. as usual.. i jux smiled my way thru... anw.. found tt venture is a rather fun "cca".. u r able to learn alot thru venture.. but.. hmm.. the onli worry now is whether or nt i m able to juggle my time well.. as in .. nt affecting my studies despite my commitments to both canoe and venture.. this 3 mnths shall b a trial period for me.. if i m able to cope wif all 3.. i will stay in venture and njoy my 2 years in this fun-filled cca!

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虚空

世间万物尽是虚空
对于此话终于有了一番了解
同个地点同样的人 但在不同的时间发生之事显然不同
人的情感会随着时间而淡化
人的距离会随着时间而增长
同一个位置的以前 守着的是同一张桌椅
同一个位置的现在 守着的却不只一张
军人被分配去守候不同的岗位
一个完整的军队被拆散成了小组
庭院里的花洒尽管在多的水进入 总会从另外一端四溅
是啊! 四溅...
泼出去的水就收不回来了... 除非有奇迹的存在...
以前的我相信童话的存在
以前的我相信永远的承诺
现在的我.. 经历多了.. 成长了... 了解了一切的不可能...
从梦中惊醒... 我看清了一切...
一切都是注定的.. 我认了...

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for you

hey guys.. missed me lotS? bet u dun lah.. hmm.. no. of visitors dropping le.. so sad.. i mean e rate lah~ sob sob.. no motivation to blog le~.. haha.. jux kidding lah.. i blog jux to express all my thoughts of the dae.. e feelings that i kept within.. hmm.. so here r my tots for todae.. mite b a super huge switch of mood... so b prepared to go into a real different environment? or how shld i sae it.. k.. u get wad i realli mean yea? tts gd enough.. still got lots of brushing up to do for my english.. so.. bear wif me this little while ok?
jux wanna start this by asking u guys a question.. in this age of ours.. do u guys wanna do things tt u realli wan..? do u guys wanna get controlled by e otherS? do u guys wanna ppl to expect u to do things tt u dun wanna do?.. subjective questions.. but to me.. i wun wanna ppl to demand me to do things tt dey sort of expect me to.. jux wanna sae.. i m nt obliged to do anithing to please u.. yes.. i mite b here on earth to serve the world and to live for myself.. but hello.. servin the world doesnt mean tt i nd to do wadeva u tink is rite.. it doesnt mean i haf to do wad u expect me of.. everyone has their own worries.. their own things to consider about.. i m nt u neither r u me.. everyone in this world is unique.. like our finger prints.. dere is no duplicates of anione.. being a unique self.. we do things differently.. we tink differently.. and we expect different stuffs...tis furthermore paints the picture that u shld nt demand me to do things tt u like.. cux to b frank i dont like.. u r in no position to control my life.. i lead my life i lead my dae.. there is no nd for u to teach me wad to do.. i m of e same age as u.. and i dun tink i m tt retarded tt i nd someone of the same age to lead me thru.. i m sorry if i m realli crude.. but i haf had enuff of tis.. reprimading frm u every time i see u.. i m nt ur kid.. neither m i ur slave.. i did nt sae anithing cux i dun wanna blow things up.. if u happen to see this entry but u dunno its dedicated to u.. i tink u can jux jump off the building cux seriously.. u r oblivious to ur surroundings.. and i tink the thrill of jumping off the building can gif u a shock and wake u up.. but too bad.. by the time.. it will b too late.. but its better than dying without realising ur mistakes.. isnt it..

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blog family

attention guys!!! let us put our hands together and welcome our new member of the blogger family!!! woots! mayqi has a blog now! so guys... do frequent her blog k? kat has a blog too.. i tink.. but i duno her link.. so didnt link it.. anw.. yeah~! do frequent ALL blogs.. kp urself updated ehS?...
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in this ever changing world of ours.. we expect to see changes everydae.. b it positive or negative.. we haf no choice but to accept.. cux we can do nth to the changes.. taking a step back.. try to look arnd u.. dont u find tt some things are changing way too fast? mayb u will understand wad i mean.. mayb u wun.. but e main pt is.. wadeva u haf.. we mux alwaex learn to treasure.. moving on still.. i m nt saeing tt we mux stay stagnant.. but on e way.. dont we still haf to hold on to wad is at e back? carry dem wif us.. nt forgetting wad brought us here todae? i doubt anione can go on a long journey alone.. i doubt anione can... yes.. of cux we mux pick up new ones along e way.. but old ones are jux as precious and important... isnt it so?... also... some ppl jux cldnt appreciate wad ppl r doin for dem... ur frenx out dere said sth.. cux dey wanna u to cheer up.. and i believe dey did it purely out of concern.. whether or not u tink its rite.. or whether do u take those words of concern.. dont u tink u shld learn to appreciate? cux at least dey do make an effort to sae sth to u.. if dey dun treat u as whu u r.. if u mean nth to dem.. will dey spend so much effort to talk to u? dey mite b sayin sth tt doesnt suit wad u mite tink.. but all those heartfelt words shldnt b condemed.. all those words shldnt b criticised at.. u mite sae dey dun understand u.. but whu will noe wad u realli r tinking deep down? unless dey r realli good frens of urs.. no? reflect dude... learn to appreciate wad ppl try to do.. its e thought tt counts.. accepting it or nt is another issue..

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canoe water training

hey guys! welcome to the 17 jan 2007 post!!! getting exciteD? -.- anw.. wanna make an official announcement... there goes my lihua!!! lun accidentally erased it.. sobx.. but never mind lah.. forget it.. i m still alive w/o it yeah??? hahahs.. yep! todae is canoe water training.. did all those running.. push up and stuffs.. den learned e correct way of handling a paddle.. and got to canoe for 3mins.. -.- super short time in water~ aching all over now.. hahas.. anw.. i wanna take this opportunity to thanks bryan.. for helping me out in pull-ups.. haha.. i provided him w pretty much an extra training.. and christopher... for his words of encouragement and help.. yea~ it did pretty much aided me in striving on.. holding on till e veri end.. and at e end.. the sense of satisfaction is rather fulfilling.. XD oo.. didnt wanna miss out tis pt.. todae.. i was in e library.. hanging out wif some acs guys and my og mates.. den out of no where.. came this unknown acs guy.. who handed me a paper.. enquiring me on wads the meaning of one of those mani chinese characters up there.. not having touch chinese for lyk a few months.. i totally haf no recollections of wad tt word is... haha.. so i said.." i m so sorry.. i realli carnt rem wads tt word"... and he replied... " dont u take higher chinese??" oh my god.. super pai seh lah.. k.. its my fault 4 nt kping in contact w chinese anw.. haha.. oops.. yeah.. so.. guys! do rem to flip thru a few pages of chinese bks.. getting familiar wif those characters.. never try experiencing wad i haf experienced.. u wun wan to.. XD strive on dudes! GOGOGO!!!
TO RAYMOND AND ZI WEI...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO RAYMOND AND ZI WEI~
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU~
HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAE MY FRENX!!!
OOPS... SUDDENLY REALISE STH.. I HAVEN PAY TESSA.. SRY~ HAHAS.. NOW I REM..~
AND I WANNA SAE!!! FORGEL DAO ME!!! WTH!!! NJ DEN DAMN ZAI MEHS? ANW... DIDNT GET IN WIF THE PTS WAD... SO HAO LIAN FOR WAD? ARGH.. AT LEAST CALVIN SAID HI TO ME LAH~ DARN IT!

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canoe!

todae.. marks the strt of canoe training!!! haha.. 1st dae.. cannot sae its tough.. but it is sure tiring.. its overall managable lah.. but to bryan wee.. its jux a piece of cake.. BUT~ says chris.. this is jux 25% of wad they normally do.. therefor... there is more to come.. lol.. realli njoyed the training.. saw their team spirit.. encouragement all those.. realli touch ones heart.. they realli r mani souls one heart!!! APPLAUSE!!! hmm.. rather excited~ wed will mark the strt of e 1st water training!!! WoOTS! cool man.. we will get to learn to canoe.. YIPPIE!!! anws.. i wanna express my heartfelt gratitude to mr teo yi lun.. cux he helped me record my li hua final ep.. haha.. having training todae.. so.. wun b able to catch e last ep.. luckily dere is still e existence of lun.. if nt.. i realli dunno how i can survive~ haha.. LONG LIVE YI LUN~ haha.. yeah.. tml is RV's anniversary.. being an ex-rvian.. i shall sing dem a bdae song!!! JOIN IN GUYS!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO RV~
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU...
MAY RV SHINE AND GLOW IN THE FUTURE... AND TT E LIGHT OF GLORY SHALL NEVER CEASE..

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swimming

yo dudes! i m back in action again!!!!! EXCITED??? bet u guys are.. haha.. k.. getting abit crazy.. anw.. todae went for the 1st swimming lesson.. XD lun came along too.. to swim his laps... woohoo.. i got to perfect my frog style.. haha.. quite cool ehs.. by e end of e dae.. after the encouragement by holy lun.. i plucked up e courage to swim 2 laps.. wen u r near the 1.8m waters... wa~ scared.. cux still dunno how to tread water.. later i drown dere.. so.. decided to stay to the side.. den wen i m pretty much out of breath.. still haf something to hold on to~ hahas.. anw.. i wanna make a public apology now..
to my dearest yilun.. i m so sorry that i scratched u.. ehs.. i noe the scratch is rather looooonggg... anw.. as promised.. i cut dem le.. yep.. rem to tell ur mama is nt ur girlfriend do de... hahas.. anws... remember to apply antiseptic cream kx? ooo.. and also on tt cut which u got all thanks to the little boy..
yep... see tt "little boy" within the public apology??haha.. let me tell u guys the story.. after stayin in the pool for a pretty long time.. we decided tt we shall go to the wave pool.. and wait for the wave to come.. [obviously~] b4 the wave arrived... we went to one of the sides of the wave pool.. where water rushes down.. and pretty much played wif the water.. doin rather cool.. but mayb childish stuff.. den came this little boy.. who strted destroying the "fountain" tt we r trying to create.. WHATS MORE? he strted kicking the water right into our face.. mayb he was jux bored... cux we were having fun splashing water at each other too.. hahas.. if u tink tts the end of the story.. u r WRONG! when the wave came.. we njoyed being pushed by the strong waves.. we tried to go against it.. yadah yadah.. wad u normally will do in a wave pool lah.. den.. here come the little boy AGAIN! tis time rnd.. armed wif a water gun... and he strted shooting us.. LOL.. lun splashed water back at him.. and i tink he tot it was realli fun.. so continued... refilled his water gun... lun and kee ann went back in.. and b4 i cld react.. he came shooting at me.. lol.. i abit stunned.. so went towards ka and lun.. and he FOLLOWED!!! he do love shooting at others.. haha.. den here came e sound of whistle... woo.. he is nt suppose to bring tt water gun over the border.. which we r in now.. hahas.. phew~ at last we are saved...
aft tt.. as usual.. we went to food junction at lot 1.. woo.. never eat ban mian tis time rnd.. ate gong bao ji ding sha guo fan.. [if u cld understand.. tts a bonus] haha.. we felt lyk.. or i felt lyk we were having some competition.. competing whu can eat the hottest stuff.. XD dunno wad happened to the chef lah.. mayb he is nt in the right mood.. super spicy~ he added lots of dried chilli.. gosh.. but quite shiok lah~ haha.. and a miracle happened!!! KEE ANN CLDNT FINISH HIS FOOD!!!! hahas.. cux he said it was too hot to b true.. lol.. he claimed tt he sure will l wen he reach home.. wonder if he realli did.. sad tt he is nt online now.. if nt i can ask him and update u guys... woo.. aft tt.. as expected.. went home..
ATTENTION BABES AND DUDES OUT THERE!!! ANIONE INTENDING TO BUY HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU DVD?? IF U DO.. I NOE U R PRETTY/ HANDSOME.. I NOE U R NICE.. I NOE U R CHARMING.. WILL U PLS PLS PLS LEND DEM TO ME AND LUN??? HAHA...

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mrt

hey dudes! todae... me, weirong and may qi met wif a real rare scenario.. let me tell u this real unique story that not everybody had the "honour" of experiencing it. on this very day, we decided to abandon MUTS ( movie under the stars), and make our way home.. as usual, we took an mrt, heading towards jurong east mrt station.. as it is during the peak hours... (we went home at rnd 7) we missed 2 trains and managed to squeeze our way onto the 3rd.. wen we reach jurong east mrt station.. i was praying hard that the mrt will come soon, so that at least.. i do get a chance to catch the ending of my 7 o'clock show.. WOW! 2 mins later.. the mrt came.. sooooo happy.. we boarded the train.. and chatted alot... we waited... waited... waited... all passengers on board got super pissed off cux we haf been waiting for such a long time.. in this packed train and they refuse to start going... at this point of time.. there was an announcement tt the train we are on is no longer serving the passengers.. and we were requested to alight... fine~ we did so.. and waited for the next train which will take arnd 3 mins.. at this veri moment, the pa system announced that we could take the train on the other track [ which supposedly head towards boon lay] to go to woodlands.. due to the many people during the peak period, we didnt manage to board the train.. however... we saw that ppl strted streaming out of tt train aft some time.. we got to noe tt there was another announcement tt the train will nt b serving woodlands... a super fustrated man went to confront one of the station staff.. and got to noe tt the train do serve woodlands.. and all the passengers we pretty much misled by the announcement made back in the train... apparently, there is a miscommunication between them all.. what made matters worse is the ongoing crowd that started streaming in.. adding on to the already packed mrt station.. nt long aft.. a train came frm the middle platform.. HOWEVER~ we were told tt the train is not serving the passengers... another train came frm the "boon lay" track and everyone rush in lyk bees gng for honey.. obviously.. we couldnt get on tt train which is serving woodlands now... despite the many people who managed to SQUEEZE in, the station is as crowded.. this gives you an idea of how bad the situation really is.. later.. the train on the middle platform... which we were not allowed to take... was announced to b available.. so.. once again.. we boarded the train.. however... after ANOTHER long wait.. we were told to alight... this is really disgusting... we felt like morons being get on and off the train!!! after that... they annnounced AGAIN that we were able to board the train... fortunately.. the train did move this time round.. its pretty sad that such things do happen in s'pore.. which is a country that is pretty well-known for its efficiency.. the fact that such things happened one after another... [ the mass power cut-off etc.] brings one to think whether s'pore is still as it is in the past... investors do look out for a country that is worth investing.. somewhere where it is safe.. somewhere where efficiency is common.. the high salary that all share in s'pore is a push factor of investors.. the only way to pull them back is to make them realise we are worth the money.. that in s'pore quality is wad we r going for... with such incidents happening all the time.. it do make investors lose faith here... miscommunication is the worse thing ever that can happen... power failures caused computers to not work and companies losing millions of dollars every minute... these major problems are placed right in front awaiting to b solved.. and i think.. its time for us to settle all these matters.. mayb frm the very basic of being able to communicate well... and not bring much inconviniece to commuters.. esp. during peak hours... time is money... isnt it?

this is jux one veri corner of the mrt station

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boring

hey guys! tot tt my previous post is long enuff to last for 2 daes or so.. so didnt update much.. haha.. merely lag all dae long.. 3 daes of introductory lectures are over jux like tt.. like all other schs whu have had their introductory lectures.. same comments actualli.. BORING... but wait.. econs was super fun.. so njoyed it lots.. tt lanslord guy.. or however u spell his name.. he is a real cool econs teacher.. praying real hard tt i will get him as my econs teacher.. haha.. i promise tt i will stay awake and pay 100% attention during his lectures.. anw.. pon quite a few lectures... attended onli econs phy chem gp math lectures.. all other time.. either play tennis.. lag arnd.. or eat.. yep.. super lag.. oo.. some lectures r super boring.. like gp... oh my gosh.. kanna hypnotised lah.. bryan was pratically "praying" throughout all lectures.. till everyone clap den he lift his head up.. -.- tml nd choose sub combi le.. still dunno wad to take for h1.. sian lah.. ac mux get 8 for raw score den eligible for 4 H2s.. wad the.. anw.. i m hoping tt i can get into the same klass as my rich fren to be.. wahaha...

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thank you

Hello guys! WOW... its been quite some time since i last blogged... i know u guys missed me lots.. dont you? have been really busy the past few days.. had orientation.. got super tired... and so.. didnt managed to update this HUB... i think.. i shall start with something that i wanted to blogger lyk long ago?.. den followed by wad happened during the orientation... it wld b a rather long post... but... do read everything k? these are all my very efforts to remain in contact wif u guys... k.. i shall strt narrating my story.. enjoy!!!

U guys are great people whu accompanied me throughout my secondary schoo life.. to 2D.. its u guys that allowed me to adapt to wad used to b an unfamilar river valley... the way burning hot hearts of all of u.. made 2D a class filled wif warmth and love... the days spent wif u guys is never boring.. i m sure we looked forward to every schooling daes wen we were in sec 1 and 2.. cux u guys made up 2D... daes spent wif all of u were never boring.. and it never will... to 4H... a short 2 years together... or even less... is never too short for us.. the out going personality tt all of us had... brought us together... like one family... our hearts and souls are one... in this short 2 years.. i learned alot frm u guys... the warmth i felt is ongoing... jus like Singapore... 4H experiences warmth throughout the year... its this.. tt made our hearts grow.. our love to each other are jux like siblings.. mayb some went even further.. but one thing is for sure... that 4H is one family.. a big one indeed... filled with love.. care.. concern... its was in the past.. it is now.. and it will continue to b in future..
i would like to extend my special thanks to 3 of the mani jigsaw pieces that formed the picture of the 4 years of my life...
to weizong.. thank you for all of the encouragement u haf given me... without u.. i noe tt i wun haf the courage to do wad i haf done... u r a fren.. whu is true.. willing to share wad u experienced.. willing to gif ppl a piece of advice wen they r lost in the jungle.. if i were to use something to describe u.. i would say that u r something tt scouts needed most... the compass... leading ppl towards the right direction.. out to where light is found...
to kee ann... thank you for being my best fren for 4 years.. knowing u is my greatest asset of life.. ur words are truthful... wenever i m down.. u never failed to stay by my side.. encouraging me.. wenever i do wrong.. u never fail to correct me.. providing me questions.. leading me to reflecting bout myself... ur words always wake me up frm my dreams... i feel tt wif u arnd.. i haf gradually bcome a better person... if there is a need to.. i will describe u as a gun.. something tt police haf all the time... a gun.. used to protect others.. to save others wen they r in trouble... a gun.. tt is fast and furious to correct u once u r wrong.. bringing u back to the right path.. a gun tt is black and solid.. reflecting ur personality of being someone whu is upright and stable..
to yilun.. thank you.. for being someone whu is straightforward.. bcux of u... i found lots of flaws of me tt i never succeed to realise... 2 years spent wif u is realli fulfilling.. u brought elements of joy into my life.. although saddness is unavoidable.. but every incident of those do allow me to reflect upon myself... wif u arnd.. i got to noe how to b someone better.. with u arnd.. i got to noe my way of dealing wif things are wrong... without u.. i wld still b the childish me in the past.. whu kps offending ppl without realising tt i did.. u r my band conductor in life... guiding me through every step tt i take.. correcting me wen i m wrong.. wen i m out to perform.. u r there wif ur conductor's stick... guiding me through every note tt i plae... guiding me through the veri melody tt i m performing.. u r there to make me into a better person in life... thank you..
lots of ppl appeared in my life.. helping me through.. i tink i m a realli lucky guy.. to meet all of you... once again.. THANK YOU..
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after all those thanking stuffs... WOOHOO!!! time to get high!!!! went to ac's orientation... obvious rite.. i m in there for 1st 3 mnths.. anw... hmm.. spent a great time in ac.. 4 days of orientation brought me a gd tan!!! thank you ac!!! hahas.. k.. shall write less.. afraid tt u guys wil get bored reading everything...
DAY 1... wen to ac.. 1st dae.. super early.. cux my father fetched me there.. stood outside lyk a moron.. waiting for pj and mayqi.. cux i seriously dun wan to enter the sch seeing unfamiliar faces.. waited and waited.. they took so long to come... met wei rong 1st and decided to enter ac.. cux there is freaking lots of mosquitos out there... as expected got 2 mosquito bites.. anw... strted the day wif lots of boring talks.. nearly fell asleep lah.. some of the teachers r real good at Hypnotizing ppl... oh my gosh.. aft all those boring craps.. broke into our OGs.. 1st dae.. played games... got to noe each others name and stuffs.. but due to the poor memory of mine.. didnt remembered any of the names... except Ivan's... cux he is frm RV.. and Ivan is like so easy to remember.. k.. so.. nth much on the 1st dae actualli... had some games.. and yar.. nth much lah..
DAY 2... went to sch.. strted the dae wif boring talks once again.. go thru the rules and all those.. [or did i happen of DAY 1? cant realli rem..] den.. agn.. played games.. quite fun.. but.. ermx.. we r realli clean lah.. cux the gals didnt wanna get dirty.. -.- arnt dirty game those tt realli brings excitment and joy? haahs.. anw.. enjoyed lots... learned cheers of AC.. Aldaron.. and learned one of the 2 mass dances... fun! i mux sae.. oo.. mux take this chance to praise my OGLs.. Natalie... Rin Keat [ i dun realli noe if his name is spelled like tt...] and peng tian.. they r realli nice guys whu do haf lots of patience.. hahas.. wif unfamiliar faces arnd.. we dont realli get tt high.. k.. at least for me.. Anw.. Mass Rally was fun..
DAY 3.. went to sch.. talks agn.. fell asleep for awhile.. totally exhausted... wow... Mass Rally...
woohoo!! todae.. we played mud games... rather fun.. at least we got dirty.. looked more lyk an orientation in tt sense.. but can c tt the gals got rather pissed off... played wif starch too.. the made it into something lyk glue... cux pj claims tt glue unlike starch r complex compounds.. lols.. so.. yep.. got dirty.. real fun.. oops.. suddenly remembered tt we played wif starch on day 2... hahas.. shift tt up urself.. i m too lazy to.. anw... burning hot sun.. so requested to b bombed.. as in those water bombs... XD cooling lehs!! learned the 2nd dance.. a pair dance... i mux sae tt my dance partner i realli good.. as in.. she do makes an effort to dance well.. haha.. claps claps!!! leanred cheers again.. practically we r cheering all the time lah..
DAY 4.. rather sad.. last day... again.. had games.. fun!!! didnt wan to list out all the games in order to save u guys frm jealousy... jux a word for all of u.. its F-U-N!!! had og time.. went out.. to hereen... went sakae... didnt noe wad to order.. so ordered the same thing as Ivan.. and nat went.. "wow... so sweet" and strted saying wad.. order one plate.. i haf one strand.. ivan get one.. the both eat one strand and u noe.. =.= lols.. she is abit crazy lah.. and pt joined in... wa~ den sakae will provide u wif water rite?.. but dunno y... we onli had one cup in front of us.. so... common sense tells us to jux share and heck... later nat realise we r sharing and strted saying so sweet AGN... woo.. miraculousy.. pt went to drink nat's water.. and ivan was super fast in reaction.. and strted saying so sweet.. hah... chatted a little wif nat pt ivan and the other 2 gals.. whom i dun realli remember their name... cux.. i m nt gd in remembering names lah.. i tink is caroline or sth.. anw... chatted... nat told us her embarrassing story.. which we promised to kp it within tt table.. so.. i shall kp my promise lah.. REAL FUN being wif dem.. aft tt... went to taka.. went venezia.. ate ice cream.. den we danced in front of taka.. COOL ehs?.. cux rk had tt dance song in his phone.. and we strted dancing to the beat.. u noe the fountain in front of taka? ya.. we stood at the platform to dance.. and we got lots of audience lah.. *proud* hahas.. immediately rush off to the mrt aft tt... abit embarrasing thou.. dancing in public.. but.. an unforgettable and fun experience... went back to sch.. and we strted campfire night.. their campfire is superb.. damn nice... enjoyed ourselves there.. got realli crazy.. cheered.. and i realli shouted this time.. haha.. dance like mad... watched AC dancers dance.. super cool... aft tt.. went home at 10++++... hahas.. actualli tot got og outing.. in e end.. dun haf.. so went home wif a bunch of 4F ppl.. up till todae.. still carnt realli rem all the og ppl's name.. so sorry guys... but i do make an effort to rem ur names.. and i will continue to do so!!!
SUNDAy. went out for swimming lessons at 1030.. me and ka were late.. wen dere.. had difficulty finding whu the teacher is.. in the end realise he is all the while in front of us.. saw a bunch of kids there learning.. so abit du diao.. den changed lesson to 930 every sun.. aft tt.. waited for lun's grand arrival... went into the pool.. do nth.. den went wave pool.. super fun.. jux tt the water is rather irritating at times wen it splashed right into ur face.. aft tt went back to pool.. lifeguard lun went swimming.. i tried to.. and succeeded.. claps!!! hahs.. den played a little.. and went off to lot 1... lun ate ban mian.. i ate yu mian.. ka ate 3 pratas.. which i tink is ALOT!!! wa~.. LUN HAS GROWN UP!!! he ate the ban mian and said tt he is nt tt full.. LOL!!! i almost puked lah.. i was so damn freaking full.. damn it man.. y they eat so much still tt thin.. aRGh... i m utterly jealous.. so.. headed off home aft tt.. nite time.. went to meet 4H for dinner.. but i didnt eat anithing lah.. got to noe tt every1 is doin well in their schools.. so... a good pt to note.. anw.. went IMM aft tt.. bought a new pair of socks for todae.. ahah.. bought choc and hello panda.. tts my dinner anw... yup.. so.. headed off home aft tt.. did lots of chatting.. and.. good to catch up wif wads happening wif everyone lah.. hmm.. tink tts for todae.. super tired now... tml still haf to wake up tt early for school.. good luck guys! haf a great time schooling!!!

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learned alot

tml marks the strt of a new journey.. ppl alwaex sae.. its a new yr! move on.. put back all the bad.. take on all the good.. yes! MOVE ON! and i definitely will... in this rather short holiday.. experienced alot.. learned alot.. clap man! frederick seems to haf grown up.. towards the last few wks of hol.. lotsa things happened... realised tt... u mux believe in wad is told to you.. u mux b clear.. wad is ur aim in doin anithing.. cux if u dont.. u will never get wad u wan.. on the other hand.. u will recieve surprises which arnt any good.. i realised tt... wen u tink tt u r gifing alot.. someone out there is doin more than you.. i realise tt.. wen u noe it carnt work out.. its time to let go.. cux if u dont.. and u cling on to it.. u will realise tt not onli u will get hurt.. but also ppl arnd u.. i realise tt.. wen ppl dont wan to do anithing.. u shldnt force him to.. cux u wun wan ppl to force u to do anithing too.. also.. ppl mite get hurt... i realise tt.. i m a selfish kid.. whu dont care bout how ppl feel.. i realise tt i m a idiot whu do things the way i lyk.. without considering the consequences.. i realise tt i m a pile of shit.. not worth a single look.. i realise tt.. protecting others.. mite end up u urself being hurt.. i realise tt wen u try to b nice.. ppl wun allow you to.. i realise tt if i provide a little care to others.. i get reprimanded in return.. i get ignored.. i get mocked at... i realised tt.. i m at a complete lost.. i realised tt... i never made the rite choice.. i realised tt we r drifting further and further apart.. i realised tt... i alwaex think too much.. i realised tt.. i think too highly of myslef.. i arnt tt influencial.. i realised tt.. i m nt as good as what i tot myself to b.. i realised tt.. i m tot to b obliged to do somethings tt i didnt promise on.. i realised tt.. i m sometimes being used and kicked aside... i realised tt... i m too dependant on others.. i realised tt.. if things are meant to b tt way.. u shldnt force it to b otherwise.. jux let it b.. somethings are best left unsaid and undone.. i realised tt.. i m even more lonely than ppl whu seems to b lonely.. i realised tt... no one totally understand me.. no one totally noes wad i realli wan.. i realised tt... in this world.. i seem to b surrounded by mani.. but i m so alone... i realised tt more and more ppl dont lyk me.. i have feelings.. i can feel.. i realised tt.. i m strting to act crazy.. wen i m sad.. i realised tt.. my heart is weak these few daes.. i cant cope wif the continuous news.. i realised tt.. i m a coward.. whu is alwaex afraid.. of him.. i realised tt.. rainbows arnt as beautiful as the past.. mayb cux the colours arnt those of my life.. mayb.. my world is painted black.. i realised tt i realised alot more than wad i have ever realised.. i realised tt.. moving on.. mite b better for me........................................................................................................................

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1 JAN 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!! todae is the very 1st dae of 2007.. wish u guys all the best in this special year!!!
ooo.. woke up rather early yesterdae... went to a few furniture shops to take a look at he available tables.. and tadah!!! we r having a NEW TABLE FOR 2007!!! happy~ chose red chairs for tt table.. wanted the hse to look more hip.. hahas.. den tt salesgal came to gif us a strawberry chair.. claiming tt its our free gift.. super cute.. hmm.. so... aft tt went to grandma's hse.. celebrated mum's bdae!! mum is born on 1st jan.. cool ehs?... had cheese cake.. super nice.. so watched tv... chatted.. den went back home.. took some stuffs.. and headed off to zong's hse.. reached there.. saw lots of food.. so.. errrmmm.. my pandan cake seems abit extra... XD among all food.. mayb spagetti is the coolest.. all the noodles are stuck to one another.. and there r 3 big bowls of it unattended... had a try of it.. it turns out okay... hmm.. got to noe tt lun cooked tt.. but apparently.. he didnt dare to try.. or mayb he jux didnt wan any.. chatted alot.. then heard jia hui's dramatic speech.. woo.. found her to b super cute lah.. cux.. she is super outspoken.. with all her exaggerating expressions and actions.. hahas.. hui actualli videoed it down.. hope to get tt man.. anws.. so.. cleared up aft tt.. went out.. walked... passed by a count down party... joined in the "fun".. the gal on stage seriously carnt sing.. the dance item up next cldnt b seen.. cux the dry ice seems to cover the whole stage.. so got a little sian diaos.. and headed off to west mall.. got there.. wanted to go arcade.. but... it is closed.. so.. went to some government building.. sat down.. waited.. and countdown.. XD hehes.. called my mum.. and all shouted happy birthdae to her.. she is super happy.. and wanted to say a big THANK YOU to all.. hmm.. aft tt countdown.. chatted a little.. and headed back to zong's hse.. i got abit crazy.. strted hokkiening throughout the whole jouney.. kx.. nt the main pt.. so on the way back... chatted wif weijian... den reached zong's hse... watched death note... aha.. quite nice lah.. but got a little tired.. so... nearly fell asleep.. hmm... den they wanted to watch a super boring movie.. dunno wad name lah.. jux cldnt remember.. wa~ super du diao lah.. tt movie do make u wanna slp.. till the part where tha gal "crawled" down the stairs and vomitted dunno wad shit.. oh my god!!! tts the freaky part.. carnt really breath aft tt.. utterly freaked out... aft tt.. they wanted to watch some happy movie.. lun wanted to dota.. but.. zong's com seems to haf some problem.. kp restarting or sth.. so he abandoned.. and me!! watch e mo zai shen bian.. wahaha... nice nice.. XD halfway thru.. there is a boring part.. turned to see wad movie they r watching.. but instead.. saw lun and kee ann chatting.. super corny wif tt frog down there.. the alwaex awake frog... XD aft a while.. headed home.. waited for 963.. got attacked by ants.. argh... woo.. aft a long wait.. 963 finally came.. but... its full.. kns.. ka said tt they r ppl frm vivo... wooo hoo~ BINGO! super clever.. they really are. cux wen the next 963 came.. the bus is filled wif super hip ppl.. smell of liquor... songs being played frm handphone... wa~~~ reached home at rnd 7?.. slept lyk a pig till 2.. and here i m blogging.. argh.. later nd to help mum do hse work.. sian~~

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letter

2007.. marks the strting of a new year.. a new beginning.. at the same time.. marks the year whereby 4H separates... in this new yr.. we r gng towards different goals in life.. some took the same path.. others chose to differ.. in this new yr.. we r no longer tgt... all in different schools... different classes... but i alwaex believe... and will continue to.. that our hearts will never part... this class will still b there... right in our hearts.. cux we care... thou in different parts of s'pore.. we mux kp in touch.. k? and bloggers... do continue to blog.. please.. cux this will b the onli way we can noe how u guys are doin.. esp. lun.. we r not prepared... and we will never b.. so dun let ur blog b stagnant~! blog... XD
all the elements i mentioned in the prev post.. i realli did use them... i realli did... at tt pt of time wen i was about to gif... i tot alot.. i m caught up in this difficult position.. zong told me.. if he were the one whu recieved this letter... he will feel guilty.. but at the same time.. he will noe tt he mean alot to me.. i dunno whether to do it or not.. cux i dun wanna tt person to feel any guilt.. cux this is not wad i wan frm tt... i dun wanna tt person to b hurt.. i rather b the onli one... cux... i care... in the end.. decided to let fate decide.. fliped the coin... its head.. it is to do it... heedin the advice.. i gave it... i dunno if i did the rite choice.. mayb i never will.. but to tt person... dun feel ani guilt.. cux u did nth wrong.. ur guilt will turn to me feeling realli sinful.. tts nt wad i wan.. not the guilt.. never ur sadness.. u may treat it as some rubbish and throw it into the bin.. i will.. and i can understand.. but never let it affect ur feelings... pls... i dun wanna disrupt ur life further.. i dun wish to.. if i did.. i m sorry.. realli sorry...

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