regrets

as i walk... my footsteps get heavier and heavier.. i m living with lots of regrets in my life... its accumulating now.. more and more... it stresses me out.. wanting me to go back time and do what is right.. i have been making the wrong choices... and i still am.. i totally hate myself.. for doing all the wrong things.. for landing myself in a difficult position.. i landed my self in somewhere unfamiliar to me.. it still is... faces mite b familiar but the heart will never be... drifting, i m neither here nor there... i wanna start a new life... i hope everything goes back to square one where i can remake my choices... i dun wanna b contained in a small box... i dun wanna b ordered... i wan back my freedom.. those i used to have and i believe i still have it... give it back to me... i went for things that i not want to.. and went away from things that i m dying for.. i m not needed, so i dont see a point in going anyway... it mite b nice to say everyone is needed... but what's the point of saying it when it ain't true? since u think i can't do it... let me go...


hurt... torn into pieces... my heart will bleed, as the river flows...

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