scared~

i m afraid... afraid of even looking into your eyes... this is just so scary... so much so that i cldnt force myself to accept it... i hoped it isnt true.. but i know i must accept the fact... the fact that reality have proven so... i didnt expect myself to be so inncocent... so dumb... i didnt expect myself to not know so much... mayb cux i was always so protected... i am confused.. i am sad... why did this happen to me...


i m stucked... not knowing the choice to made... the various comments... my feelings... my thoughts... when i finally decide to do it... somethihng just happens to pull me back... i dont know what to do... i jus feel like giving everything up... i wanna take a break... spare me... i cannot take it animore... i hope i cld jus go crazy... and not think of anithing animore... i m all alone... to solve all the problems... i dont even noe what i wan now... my mind is exploding...

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