promise

promises are meant to be kept. fucking dun promise what u carnt do! sae onli wen u urself are dng it. dun sae it wen u carnt do it!

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LOL! cam whoring at grandma's hse.. ahha


act cute 1


act cute 2. look at mel's hand sign! aha. like a wuchun


random take


taken in the 60s


tat trying to act shuai~


waHA! wad happened to my face?!


??


abit outta place




sorry joson~ for scaring u late at nite.. =.-

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STUDY!

HAD FUN STUDYING/HOMEWORKING WITH JOSON JUEKFAN KOKHAO AND BLOODY (XUE LIN)!


joson coped lotsa tissue paper from macs cux he is deprived of tissue paper when he shits... sadly.. kok coped some cux he wanted to go to the toilet.. poor joson.. XD



crazy shalene laughing like mad...



ewww... my camera nearly cracked.. act innocent.. and occupied like the whole pic.. poor joson can onli occupy like 1/8... hahaha!!!



serious studying?



waha! tts me in the pic! busy homeworking man!



"the mouth that can become damn small and damn big" says joson.. hahaha!!!

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new life

ha! its been pretty long since i last publish a post... hmm.. i think its like not that long as compared to some whose last post is like 4th January... haha! woo.. got injured today.. and till now i dont realli noe how the heck i got injured.. went for interact today... and listened to yy talk bout the thailand trip [ she spoke with lots of emotion and nearly cried.. haha..] etc. den aft tt went for trng.. ran like 3 rnds for warm up and strted dng my stretch.. and this is when the nightmare arrives... there was this sharp excruciating pain at somewhere above my ankle.. it caused me to like immediately sit down and press against tt portion of my leg.. it was a damn frightening experience man! like u r experiencing pain outta nothing.. so i thought i would bear with the pain hoping tt it will like go off real soon.. so i strted to pad up... *continuing to press against the part while paddin* and wen i like kinda put my shin guard on, the shin guard pressed against the injured part and it was damn freaking pain! and i sorta immediately remove the shin guard and threw it on the floor... gosh! wad an experience man!... aft tt kok and sha brought me a bag of ice cubes and it kinda helped soothe the pain. mayb cux it made my leg go numb or sth.. aft like resting for a while.. we went back to interact... it was like kinda pain while walking.. but its like better than the initial exp. carnt even stand.. haha. recovering liaos.. the pain is gng away.. phew man.. haha.. mayb overexert or sth~ urgh..
ooo. yest was a traumatizing day man~ all thanks to sha.. which caused a series of events to happen somehow.. omg.. i hope i wasnt like misunderstood in ani way.. hmm.. but i guess its more traumatising for mr gullible.. aha.. sorry man! and sha.. i shall forgive u cux i m magnanimous! :P
life now sucks lurh! mayb tis is called j2 life man! its like hw everydae.. never ending.. wen u got so happy tt u finish one.. the other is coming up.. and if u dun finish 1.. i tink u can forget about finishing ani.. haha.. tts the kind of life i m leading nw.. and i guess i m in btw the 2 situations now.. kinda dangerous... everydae wen i rch hm, its like damn freaking tired and u wun haf tt extra energy to study tt extra hr or so.. i m so screwed.. how are others able to like fix their ass on their chair and study whole day long? i doubt i can ever do tt unless a superglue comes into play~ ahaa..

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regrets

as i walk... my footsteps get heavier and heavier.. i m living with lots of regrets in my life... its accumulating now.. more and more... it stresses me out.. wanting me to go back time and do what is right.. i have been making the wrong choices... and i still am.. i totally hate myself.. for doing all the wrong things.. for landing myself in a difficult position.. i landed my self in somewhere unfamiliar to me.. it still is... faces mite b familiar but the heart will never be... drifting, i m neither here nor there... i wanna start a new life... i hope everything goes back to square one where i can remake my choices... i dun wanna b contained in a small box... i dun wanna b ordered... i wan back my freedom.. those i used to have and i believe i still have it... give it back to me... i went for things that i not want to.. and went away from things that i m dying for.. i m not needed, so i dont see a point in going anyway... it mite b nice to say everyone is needed... but what's the point of saying it when it ain't true? since u think i can't do it... let me go...


hurt... torn into pieces... my heart will bleed, as the river flows...

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2008

Gosh... its 2008! time really do fly man! in a new year, looking for a brand new start. a good one of cause! urgh.. though it should b something worth celebrating for... a new year~ i feel so freaking dead! i haven finish all my freaking hws man! and i doubt i will b able to... still left wif like gp and math. dammit! i feel so screwed! hahas. and guess wad? skl's gonna strt tml... in like less than 24 hrs time? i guess i m in real deep shit! who is there to save me~~!!!










HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! MAY U STAY PRETTY ALWAYS!

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