betrayed

i feel so betrayed... or mayb i m jus dumb. as time goes by, i began to realise my stupidity. ha. mayb i shld seriously b knocked hard on the head. time to wake up boy. u have been living in ur own world for way too long. i finally know the feeling. mayb i haf inflicted such pain in others too. for those whom i haf made suffer. i m sorry. sorry for my childish act, sorry for my overdoing. i didnt noe i m such a thorn of the roses.

i didnt noe.
i didnt realise.
that i m such a person in uall's heart.
so i m that.
i didnt noe tt i have been doing that.
i have been causing u guys tt much misery.
i have been tormenting u guys.
i m sorry.
sorry for being so sickening.
mayb to control myself, i jus haf to stay away.
i need a needle mayb?
to sew up my mouth.
yes. indeed.
i m someone with lotsa flaws.
i m hated.
i m acting.
i m disposable.
i m not well-like.
i m irritating.
i m idiotic.
i m ungentlemanly.
yes. indeed.
i m jus a piece of shit.
i will change.
i promise.
for the better... for the future.
i have learnt my mistakes.
i will learn to grow up...
at least to be a better man, so tt my inner beauty can compensate my looks.
now i understand.

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