tinking too much?

i used to think that i think too much into things... but as time goes by, i realised otherwise. sometimes, it isnt necessarily a negative thing to think too much into things. it tends to prevent you from possible dangers. although i realised myself landing myself in alot of troubles, but i m sure this personality of mine have saved me from many. for the past 1 plus years. i know, that i have landed myself in lots of troubles. i know that my image in many's hearts are like total shit. i m someone who has feelings. i can feel and i do have eyes to see. u might say that i m over sensitive, but this is what i really feel. mayb its jus my own imaginations. but i choose to believe that... i will change. so i will avoid. thats the most basic start isnt it? avoiding will prevent things from happening. so that shall be it for the rest of the year. i hope i cld sustain. no matter how it may seems, no matter what others might say, i shall follow my heart once. i wanted to do this for a long time, but i have never succeeded in doing so. not doing so ended me being hurt. for now. jus now, i shall do it.



i am might be good at consoling ppl, encouraging ppl to go on... but who will be there to cheer me on? walking through the woods alone is so scary, especially in the night... time passes and the light that used to guide me through has dimmed... will it ever brighten? or will there b a new light in my life?... or will darkness jus surround me forever?...

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