naive

naive.
i thought it would work out.
but now i noe it wldnt.
i used to believe ice cld b melted.
but it sometimes doesnt.
i thought its a step nearer.
but it isnt.
i thought i should sae.
but i realised mayb i shldnt.
i thought i can do it.
but now i noe i cant.

sometimes i take a step back, think.
thinking how the day have past.
this moment i might be really happy.
but the next life tells me i cant.
how cruel can reality be?
im alwaes woken from my dreams.
i hoped and wished i wld never wake up.
but that doesnt seem to happen.
i thought what i have done is fruitful.
but it just turns out to be a joke.
it just makes me feel tired.
whats the point of carrying on?
unappreciated... whats the point.

naive.irritating.childish.annoying.unaccepted.
thats me. frederick neo.





looking at it kinda makes my heart ache.
so near yet so far.
tts life huh?
mayb its just that i wldnt b able to get in in my entire life.




brushing up on gp.
realised how powerful words can be.
mayb i should read more.

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